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sonicwhite

sonicwhite

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What’s up folks. I hope everybody is doing good. I’ve been done w benzos, it does get easier over time. Other then that I’m working on getting my life together.

I pray for you guys all the time. I’ve been staying away because I feel ppl on here don’t want to hear the good news, which is understandable. I get it I truly do.

I pray that God will convict but it’s not my job to save.

I was getting bad w cocaine, I had to cut all ties to that.
Other then that it’s good to see y’all. Love all of you guys.
 
sonicwhite said:
What’s up folks. I hope everybody is doing good. I’ve been done w benzos, it does get easier over time. Other then that I’m working on getting my life together.

I pray for you guys all the time. I’ve been staying away because I feel ppl on here don’t want to hear the good news, which is understandable. I get it I truly do.

I pray that God will convict but it’s not my job to save.

I was getting bad w cocaine, I had to cut all ties to that.
Other then that it’s good to see y’all. Love all of you guys.
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Well one thing. I don't live in nor encourage a world where I don't WANT to hear good news.

Please don't ever let anybody invite that kind of oppression. We don't stand for that. (Not against you, I didn't mean that figure of speech)

I sing from the roof tops when I'm high.

And cry from the basement when I'm low.

I'm all for soul.

And LOTS of good news lol- 2 for five quid any chance?

Welcome back if you have not signed in a long time.

(You wouldn't know me but I can assure you I'm the outright craziest person around here (who isn't actually crazy!😉))
 
Ghost fart said:
My God i relate with this. So eloquent, so true.

Is that from somewhere? Movie? Song? Or did you just come up with something that awesome while writing a post?
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Hi. 🙂 I am a poet, philosopher and visionary. I love language. It is more than words. It flows back to it's ground roots- back into Math and physics even, I now believe efen beyond matter there is an almost Mathematical philosophical backbone structure, the
Laws of Physics, beyond the Physical almost.

Like a programme. With language, experience and thought in this dimension an extension of it.

So words can be so meaningful and deep is an understatement.

LSD has helped me become so purely free and comfortable with Language.

I just need a world to bear and use it in now, for now I have this one.
 
sonicwhite said:
It just breaks my heart to see so many dying.
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Hi man. I'm hanging in there still and so are you well done mate.

Keep it up!

Silly amount LSD here you might not believe, but kava somehow keeps me okay.

Wicked stuff high quality Kava.

Don't let your heart be broken as well allow it to be strengthened by caring and continually gaining and increased sense of appreciation and thankfulness for the lessons and what you still have.

Focus on not taking that for granted always.

Nice to see you popping in with those warm vibes anyway just keeping myself distracted and spirits high at the moment
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Best to you mate, from the surely outright craziest psychonaut on BL perhaps.

At least one who still presents with half a brain, apparentky lol 😀
 
They got me all hooked up to some machine. I love you Jean, didn't want ya'll to know I was suffering.

Eminem Revival
 
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