toastyroachy
Bluelighter
high, id like to share my experiance and ask some questions. i had done heroin before, but only when friends were doing it and they busted me out lines, it got me fucked up, but i never did enough to really experiance what a true heroin high was like, never nodded or anything like that.
anyway, i finnally scored some in the city and i got home at around 4 in the morning, already really tired and ready to go to sleep. but i just couldnt wait till the next day to do it, i had to try it. i had 2 bags, i took one of the bags and dumped it all onto a CD case, and made 2 small lines with it. i sniffed half of a line, and waited. it felt like a nice dose of percoset, only warmer, waited about 5 more minutes and sniffed the rest of the line. i was pretty fucked up, but i wanted to nod off, so i waited 5 more minutes and sniffed the rest of the bag...... i felt warm, really warm and melty, at this point i was feeling real nice, but i was still missing something.
i wanted to nod in and out of counsiousness like i read about, i wanted to be in a dream like state. so i opened the other bag, and i emptied it all out onto the case. i made it into one big line, and i snorted most of it. 5 minutes later i snorted the rest of it. i felt the same feelings i felt before except much more intensely, and it felt like as if my eyes were being forced shut, i couldnt help but to close my eyes and feel very very warm and fuzzy. my eyes couldnt stay open, and being tired already i went to "sleep".
i didnt really sleep. at this point it was about 5:30 in the morning and i layed in my bed for the next 5 or 6 hours, not fully asleep,ut not fully awake, it was strange, i was almost dreaming, but i was still aware that i was awake, and more importantly, i was still REALLY FUCKED UP. i got not a second of true sleep but i couldnt open my eyes either. finnally i "woke up", at about 10:30 or 11 in the morning.
i stood up, and immediately i felt a warm rush come over my entire body, then, i got hot and spinny and puked all in my garbage can near my bed. i rushed to the bathroom and started puking, i puked up all the contents of my stomach. then i puked up all the bile in my stomach. then i puked up anything remaining in my stomach including the insides of my stomach lining and everything. i mean i NEVER was this sick in my entire life, even when i had stomach viruses. i just couldnt stop puking and when there was nothing left, i was dry heaving. this was the worst, because that hot spinny feeling you get before you puke, wouldnt go away because i couldnt puke. i felt that horrible feeling ALL FUCKING DAY.
on top of that i couldnt eat, drink, or even smoke a fucking cigarette bcause doing any of those things made me sick. i tried drinking some water, made me puke, gatorade, even flat fucking coke i puked up. i never was so sick in my entire life and i felt like i was going to die. it was utterly horrible and it lasted all fucking day. finnally at about 6 or 7 i took a nap and woke up about 3 hours later, feeling extremely weak and still extremely nausious. i still couldnt eat anything but i managed to get some fluids down in my system and have them stay there.
i smoked some weed and i felt extrmely, extremely stoned, like an old school stoned combiend with eating a few percoset kind of high, i was still high off the dope about 20 hours after doing it, it was weird. i was fucked up all day too, but just thinking about how sick i was makes my stomach turn. my question is, will dope always make me this sick? why did i get so sick, did i do way to much for my first time? is there any advise on dosing? and how fast do you develope a physical addiction to heroin? thanks for reading this and helping me anyway you can.
[Added some paragraph breaks and changed title from "first heroin experiance" to comply with forum guidelines -Splatt]
[ 29 June 2002: Message edited by: Splatt ]
[Edit: I changed the title again to make it more descriptive. -C22]
[ 24 July 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
anyway, i finnally scored some in the city and i got home at around 4 in the morning, already really tired and ready to go to sleep. but i just couldnt wait till the next day to do it, i had to try it. i had 2 bags, i took one of the bags and dumped it all onto a CD case, and made 2 small lines with it. i sniffed half of a line, and waited. it felt like a nice dose of percoset, only warmer, waited about 5 more minutes and sniffed the rest of the line. i was pretty fucked up, but i wanted to nod off, so i waited 5 more minutes and sniffed the rest of the bag...... i felt warm, really warm and melty, at this point i was feeling real nice, but i was still missing something.
i wanted to nod in and out of counsiousness like i read about, i wanted to be in a dream like state. so i opened the other bag, and i emptied it all out onto the case. i made it into one big line, and i snorted most of it. 5 minutes later i snorted the rest of it. i felt the same feelings i felt before except much more intensely, and it felt like as if my eyes were being forced shut, i couldnt help but to close my eyes and feel very very warm and fuzzy. my eyes couldnt stay open, and being tired already i went to "sleep".
i didnt really sleep. at this point it was about 5:30 in the morning and i layed in my bed for the next 5 or 6 hours, not fully asleep,ut not fully awake, it was strange, i was almost dreaming, but i was still aware that i was awake, and more importantly, i was still REALLY FUCKED UP. i got not a second of true sleep but i couldnt open my eyes either. finnally i "woke up", at about 10:30 or 11 in the morning.
i stood up, and immediately i felt a warm rush come over my entire body, then, i got hot and spinny and puked all in my garbage can near my bed. i rushed to the bathroom and started puking, i puked up all the contents of my stomach. then i puked up all the bile in my stomach. then i puked up anything remaining in my stomach including the insides of my stomach lining and everything. i mean i NEVER was this sick in my entire life, even when i had stomach viruses. i just couldnt stop puking and when there was nothing left, i was dry heaving. this was the worst, because that hot spinny feeling you get before you puke, wouldnt go away because i couldnt puke. i felt that horrible feeling ALL FUCKING DAY.
on top of that i couldnt eat, drink, or even smoke a fucking cigarette bcause doing any of those things made me sick. i tried drinking some water, made me puke, gatorade, even flat fucking coke i puked up. i never was so sick in my entire life and i felt like i was going to die. it was utterly horrible and it lasted all fucking day. finnally at about 6 or 7 i took a nap and woke up about 3 hours later, feeling extremely weak and still extremely nausious. i still couldnt eat anything but i managed to get some fluids down in my system and have them stay there.
i smoked some weed and i felt extrmely, extremely stoned, like an old school stoned combiend with eating a few percoset kind of high, i was still high off the dope about 20 hours after doing it, it was weird. i was fucked up all day too, but just thinking about how sick i was makes my stomach turn. my question is, will dope always make me this sick? why did i get so sick, did i do way to much for my first time? is there any advise on dosing? and how fast do you develope a physical addiction to heroin? thanks for reading this and helping me anyway you can.
[Added some paragraph breaks and changed title from "first heroin experiance" to comply with forum guidelines -Splatt]
[ 29 June 2002: Message edited by: Splatt ]
[Edit: I changed the title again to make it more descriptive. -C22]
[ 24 July 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
