No_more_evry_monday
Bluelighter
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Hey guys i hope evryone is doing well 
I have few queytions about but w/ds...
After 4 months of evryday 3mg usage i decided to quit, i stockpiled on xanax and weed... in 3 days i ate more then 30mg xanax but i felt unfuncional and fucked (i was preparing for this sub withdrawl so i wanted my benzo tolarance to be on all time low). All in all during day 4th i couldnt take it anymore knowing i had to drink shitloads of booze,benzos/smoke weed and try to sleep all day long (whitch way near imposible since bupe wd i gues...) i read somewere that true hellish wd starts once 5 halflifes of the drug passes so for bupe that would be around 10days ffs so first question is this true ? Seconed question is in my next atempt should i try to be more active? Runing hitting (boxing bag),only thing i can not stand is human interaction.. and last question is logical junky voice whitch im not sure why i dont like listening too much, so what is wrong with evryday bup usuage? In what way is it doing me harm ? If anything i feelt content most of the time so no need or toughts of other drugs (being booze or heroin) why the fuck do i feel bad or ashamed becouse i have problem/cant live sober? Junky in me has alot more questions it seems ;s sorry for the bible guys... i had to share and ask for help somewere and you guys are some type of crazy junky familly to me
luv you all and have another perfect day 






I have few queytions about but w/ds...
After 4 months of evryday 3mg usage i decided to quit, i stockpiled on xanax and weed... in 3 days i ate more then 30mg xanax but i felt unfuncional and fucked (i was preparing for this sub withdrawl so i wanted my benzo tolarance to be on all time low). All in all during day 4th i couldnt take it anymore knowing i had to drink shitloads of booze,benzos/smoke weed and try to sleep all day long (whitch way near imposible since bupe wd i gues...) i read somewere that true hellish wd starts once 5 halflifes of the drug passes so for bupe that would be around 10days ffs so first question is this true ? Seconed question is in my next atempt should i try to be more active? Runing hitting (boxing bag),only thing i can not stand is human interaction.. and last question is logical junky voice whitch im not sure why i dont like listening too much, so what is wrong with evryday bup usuage? In what way is it doing me harm ? If anything i feelt content most of the time so no need or toughts of other drugs (being booze or heroin) why the fuck do i feel bad or ashamed becouse i have problem/cant live sober? Junky in me has alot more questions it seems ;s sorry for the bible guys... i had to share and ask for help somewere and you guys are some type of crazy junky familly to me







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