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socandycoated

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hello. i'm just a girl from the midwest looking for people to talk to. i've come here prior to joining in hopes of reading posts of other people's experiences that might reflect my own. i used to be a raver girl. ecstacy and psychadellics were all i would do. i was so against anything harder. but things changed... i changed. i remember saying, "i will never ever do that." and then i did it, and then i would do something worse, and then i would do something worse than that, and so on. all the while saying i would never do it and then deciding it wasn't that bad and to give it a try. i used to have a HUGE amount of friends in my "drug life". but as i have moved on to harder things that number has shrunk to less than i can count on one hand. keeping this part of my life secret is difficult, so i guess i'm just here to share, learn, and hopefully connect with people that have the same interests i do. aside from the drugs, i love all music, movies - mainly horror flicks and i mean all of them the good and the bad, but it better be really scary or really gory- i like video games, working out, and i like to drink. drinking is fun and you don't have to hide it.
 
welcome

I don't really think of drugs in terms of being "worse" than one another. Alcohol and tobacco are the worst health wise for you (long term).

With that being said, hard drugs can be very addictive. When you start dabbling into hard drugs you may find yourself not wanting to stop. Or, not knowing when to take a break/cut back. Or simply not wanting to.

As long as you're still alive you can always quit though, and life will get better no matter how bad it's gotten for you.
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Feel free to PM me if you want to talk some time. I've been clean from heroin for 17 months now. :)

Welcome to Bluelight!
 
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