That sucks man be strong its not anything to be ashamed of I have been shooting dope off and on for 2 years stole from friends family everybody I could for real. This is a wonderful place full of support becaue most of us have been there and lived it. I recomend suboxone it has saved my life 6 months ago I thought I would be dead right now instead im in college and happier then I have been in a long time. Welcome to bluelight stay strong.