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I've finally got rock bottom ostracized from my family, lost my job, I'm sleeping in a van that's been abandoned, and I'm addicted to fentanyl, I'm really ready to change my life but I have no clue how to break this daily routine of buying drugs, using drugs, thinking about getting more drugs fearing withdrawals. TMI
 
ehhhh brother.....may Holy Mother protects u.....u make my heart sad.......... fuck:(U are really lost souls there in America.....if u were in Europe u could goin free rehab...u can go and leave when u want...it's hard as fuck,'cause there are no meds,forbidden to smoke,listen music,to watch tv,lexcept news,when in lunch break at shop,to wear sunglasses and a hat even at 40 celsius degree and all sort of bulshit....but u have got the support of the hard core guys been in ur situation or even way worst...but in America..i dunno man......wait to hear someone else what could suggest for ur situation
 
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Hey there, welcome to Bluelight. Many people joined under the same conditions, and plenty of us have also gone through these experiences and gotten past them.

Definitely stick around and hang out, make some friends, there are a lot of people here that can help with advice for getting through opioid addiction. Some things that have helped me were black seed oil and kratom.

Feel free to send me a message if you need any support or have any questions.
 
Welcome brother, we are always here to lend a hand when and where possible and I wish you the best of luck on your journey! Many have done it do know it is certainly achievable no matter how far it may seem.

Welcome to Bluelight.
 
Hey there, welcome to Bluelight. Many people joined under the same conditions, and plenty of us have also gone through these experiences and gotten past them.

Definitely stick around and hang out, make some friends, there are a lot of people here that can help with advice for getting through opioid addiction. Some things that have helped me were black seed oil and kratom.

Feel free to send me a message if you need any support or have any questions.
Thank you for responding I've heard of kratom , however when it comes to deciding on making a sacrifice to my God (buying drugs) or putting my faith into something new, I'd rather not because the punishment for such a sin is living hell AKA (withdrawals).
 
Thank you for responding I've heard of kratom , however when it comes to deciding on making a sacrifice to my God (buying drugs) or putting my faith into something new, I'd rather not because the punishment for such a sin is living hell AKA (withdrawals).
I hear what you're saying. I would generally only suggest kratom to someone that is already dealing with difficult withdrawal, or chronic pain. It's best use is for those purposes, and yeah it can cause dependence, but it is not a full agonist like other opioids like fentanyl so the withdrawal really isn't on the same level. Do what you think is best for you, but you have options!

And the black seed oil isn't really a drug, it's just a natural product that's been used for thousands of years for various conditions. In my experience, it is the one thing that helps opioid withdrawal the most, besides other opioids.

But yeah idk if you've tried maintenance meds before, but if you have a long term opioid problem, it is worth looking into. It's not really a question of if fentanyl will kill you, but when it will kill you. Because it will eventually, the stuff sucks out there.

I wish you the best and I hope you stay safe!
 
I appreciate your taking the time to share this encouraging information, can you tell me how you would suggest using these products to get the best results. Again thanks for sharing a few minutes of your life with me.
 
as to kratom......wean to as little as possible fent.....if u i.v. addict try to forget about this roa for the rest of ur life......snort de shit or smoke it...i don't know if u use so called tranq dope,which is horendous shit or powder straight fentIt won't be easy at the beginning u will withdrawling with or without kratom anyway in first few days.....must hold on first three or four days.....then u would feel effects of kratom-try sorts like red Bali(Borneo)-probably ur first dosages could be high 'cause fent is so strong and kratom is relatively weak stuff.....but it works....u would redose in the beginning eventually because the stuff is short acting,but u can use some stronger extract.I hope the place u live the stuff is legal(how i wish it could be legal here too!)....but don't worry that ur first dosages could be higher-later u can reduced them significantly....ur main goal is to survive and stand on ur feet......kratom is good option my brother...it made the things much easier for a lot of people with addictions.U can function well on it,goin' to work and do all ur duties....despite his opioid(pain killing) properties it has on it's own nice stimulating feeling....some kind light shortacting speedball-typical warm kick in the stomach together with some freshness.....ye it's a like a bit of fresh air amongst all the dirt around u.Wish ya sucess to u broda....This stuff literally saves lifes of people like u....i don't know nothing about black seed oil
 
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