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magixfizzy

magixfizzy

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Hi everyone, I am a longtime lurker here, at least about 10 years. I have finally decided to make an account because this place makes me feel kind of at home, other like minded people are hard to find.
I am 26 and definitely a Midwesterner lol, I am also an artist and a bit nerdy. I have struggled with bipolar depression for a very long time but I can't stand mood stabilizers or antipsychotics.
Started as a stoner, went through a meth phase, a heavy psychedelic/MDMA/ketamine/coke phase, alcoholism after I turned 21, and these days I have been enjoying rc benzos. Fortunately I have learned how to have a healthy relationship with alcohol. Once in a blue moon I still like to partake in some fun party favors! For the most part I am relatively clean and stable now but sometimes life is a mess.
Even with all of my drug use I have always stressed the importance of harm reduction. It is best to make bad decisions responsibly if you can!
Anyways, glad to be here, and I hope y'all have a happy and safe time 😊
 
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AlanaaBanana said:
Welcome to bluelight! I was a lurker as well for a while my self.

What RC benzos were ya into?
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Thanks! 🙂
I have tried a few different kinds that I don't remember the names of, but my fave is bromazolam!
That withdrawal is a bitch though so I keep it about 2-3x a week.
What are you into?
 
Its good to meet someone else who believes that drugs should be used reponsibly. You have a good outlook on benzos. I suffered an addiction to etizolam which i got through but wouldnt wish the feeling on anyone when i got a dependant on them.

Where in the world are you? Have fun and stay safe :)
 
magixfizzy said:
Hi everyone, I am a longtime lurker here, at least about 10 years. I have finally decided to make an account because this place makes me feel kind of at home, other like minded people are hard to find.
I am 26 and definitely a Midwesterner lol, I am also an artist and a bit nerdy. I have struggled with bipolar depression for a very long time but I can't stand mood stabilizers or antipsychotics.
Started as a stoner, went through a meth phase, a heavy psychedelic/MDMA/ketamine/coke phase, alcoholism after I turned 21, and these days I have been enjoying rc benzos. Fortunately I have learned how to have a healthy relationship with alcohol. Once in a blue moon I still like to partake in some fun party favors! For the most part I am relatively clean and stable now but sometimes life is a mess.
Even with all of my drug use I have always stressed the importance of harm reduction. It is best to make bad decisions responsibly if you can!
Anyways, glad to be here, and I hope y'all have a happy and safe time 😊
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Welcome
magixfizzy said:
Hi everyone, I am a longtime lurker here, at least about 10 years. I have finally decided to make an account because this place makes me feel kind of at home, other like minded people are hard to find.
I am 26 and definitely a Midwesterner lol, I am also an artist and a bit nerdy. I have struggled with bipolar depression for a very long time but I can't stand mood stabilizers or antipsychotics.
Started as a stoner, went through a meth phase, a heavy psychedelic/MDMA/ketamine/coke phase, alcoholism after I turned 21, and these days I have been enjoying rc benzos. Fortunately I have learned how to have a healthy relationship with alcohol. Once in a blue moon I still like to partake in some fun party favors! For the most part I am relatively clean and stable now but sometimes life is a mess.
Even with all of my drug use I have always stressed the importance of harm reduction. It is best to make bad decisions responsibly if you can!
Anyways, glad to be here, and I hope y'all have a happy and safe time 😊
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welcome magixfizzy. Great you joined. I have only come back to the group in the last week after a break of years.
 
Bare_head said:
Its good to meet someone else who believes that drugs should be used reponsibly. You have a good outlook on benzos. I suffered an addiction to etizolam which i got through but wouldnt wish the feeling on anyone when i got a dependant on them.

Where in the world are you? Have fun and stay safe :)
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Just read up on Etizolam…..they banned it. Benzos are terrible drugs. I’m on diazepam but don’t take them unless I’m in dire straits. Literally only if I’m in dysphoric episode.
 
Bare_head said:
Its good to meet someone else who believes that drugs should be used reponsibly. You have a good outlook on benzos. I suffered an addiction to etizolam which i got through but wouldnt wish the feeling on anyone when i got a dependant on them.

Where in the world are you? Have fun and stay safe :)
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I have learned from experience, if you don't respect the drugs they will not respect you.

I am from Missouri USA, where in the world are you from?

I hope you have fun and stay safe as well! 😊
 
magixfizzy said:
I have learned from experience, if you don't respect the drugs they will not respect you.

I am from Missouri USA, where in the world are you from?

I hope you have fun and stay safe as well! 😊
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From the uk. North west England. <3
 
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