Hello everybody! 
My name is Cocodemus and I have come here to get some needed advice and to contribute as best as I can. I'll start with that bunch of questions you had ready for me and maybe some more if needed.
How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member?
I browsed blue light at around 2015 for about a year but never posted anything.
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight?
I found blue light while googling for information about drugs.
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis?
At the time I was a heavy cannabis smoker and dabbled with opiates and alcohol. Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
All of those yes except ketamine. Except heroin, that I tried later on but still when I was browsing blue light.
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
I mostly drank tea made from dried poppies and the occasional tramadol taken orally. Also codeine. Snorting and injecting came later.
Well that's it for the premade questions. I think I will just tell you guys something about myself and my drug use.
I started to occasionally drink at 12 years old. Started smoking cigarettes at 11years old. When I was around 18 I started experimenting with cannabis which quickly progressed to daily use. Also started experimenting with poppy tea and buprenorphine. Smoked everyday and occasionally used opiates for years but then I moved on to daily use of opiates and benzodiazepines, alongside with the cannabis. At first I used poppy tea half the time and buprenorphine half the time but after some time started using only buprenorphine. After a few years I started using amphetamine too, occasionally.
That kind of usage lasted nearly ten years. Now I have lived in a rehabilitation center for 1,5 years and have gotten to a point where I'm almost completely sober.
The last six months I have been completely sober except for one relapse per month that lasts for 2-3 days. Usually it's metylphenidate that I use.
Today I bought some benzos too. That's rare.
So that pretty much sums up my history with drug use.
About me on a more personal level:
I am a 28year old male from Finland. I am introverted, like to analyze things and learn stuff from whatever I'm interested at that moment. I like to be around people that I know but tend to have problems communicating with people I don't know, unless we discuss an interesting topic. Small talk is my mortal enemy but conversations on interesting topics is one of my favourite drugs! :D
I tend to get along with just about anyone but rarely truly enjoy most people's company.
My personality type on the mbti scale is INTP. (I highly recommend doing that personality test if you haven't done it! Very useful and accurate.)
Maybe that's enough about introducing me. Hope I didn't wrote too much because I'm high on ritalin. :D
Okay then, I'm off to write my first post!
See you on the forums! o/
My name is Cocodemus and I have come here to get some needed advice and to contribute as best as I can. I'll start with that bunch of questions you had ready for me and maybe some more if needed.
How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member?
I browsed blue light at around 2015 for about a year but never posted anything.
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight?
I found blue light while googling for information about drugs.
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis?
At the time I was a heavy cannabis smoker and dabbled with opiates and alcohol. Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
All of those yes except ketamine. Except heroin, that I tried later on but still when I was browsing blue light.
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
I mostly drank tea made from dried poppies and the occasional tramadol taken orally. Also codeine. Snorting and injecting came later.
Well that's it for the premade questions. I think I will just tell you guys something about myself and my drug use.
I started to occasionally drink at 12 years old. Started smoking cigarettes at 11years old. When I was around 18 I started experimenting with cannabis which quickly progressed to daily use. Also started experimenting with poppy tea and buprenorphine. Smoked everyday and occasionally used opiates for years but then I moved on to daily use of opiates and benzodiazepines, alongside with the cannabis. At first I used poppy tea half the time and buprenorphine half the time but after some time started using only buprenorphine. After a few years I started using amphetamine too, occasionally.
That kind of usage lasted nearly ten years. Now I have lived in a rehabilitation center for 1,5 years and have gotten to a point where I'm almost completely sober.
The last six months I have been completely sober except for one relapse per month that lasts for 2-3 days. Usually it's metylphenidate that I use.
Today I bought some benzos too. That's rare.
So that pretty much sums up my history with drug use.
About me on a more personal level:
I am a 28year old male from Finland. I am introverted, like to analyze things and learn stuff from whatever I'm interested at that moment. I like to be around people that I know but tend to have problems communicating with people I don't know, unless we discuss an interesting topic. Small talk is my mortal enemy but conversations on interesting topics is one of my favourite drugs! :D
I tend to get along with just about anyone but rarely truly enjoy most people's company.
My personality type on the mbti scale is INTP. (I highly recommend doing that personality test if you haven't done it! Very useful and accurate.)
Maybe that's enough about introducing me. Hope I didn't wrote too much because I'm high on ritalin. :D
Okay then, I'm off to write my first post!
See you on the forums! o/
