Hello exquisite people, my name is Gabriela I’m in my early 40s, I’m from central Mexico area born in the city, actually living between Mexico and Luxembourg., I work as digital marketing specialist.
I’m single, I have a 19 yo son and a cat named Suly.
I have a long historial as drug user, and shorter as abuser, I experimented with a wide rage of illegal and legal substances from over the world, except for hard opioids.
I started struggling with psychosis by MDMA, from that point all my mental stability goes downhill, base cocaine push me to hitting rock bottom at my earlys 30s. Fisrt attempt to be sober and 1 attempt with depresion, locked at rehab, later, things got worse, I change cocaine base and hooked by methamphetamine 4 years and counting.
A serie of bad descitions, 6 more rehabs, 2 psych units, 1 detention, ups and downs, borderline personality disorder diagnosis, living and working in Tijuana and many other cities in rehabs, relapsing and relapsing again, being locked, relapsing lead me right know to this forum, mainly because isolation and because im in the need for answers, support, advices, alternatives, to these strong withdrawal fear I hold and I need to face, and no matter what I can’t do it alone.
And hopefully make some good friends.
I’m single, I have a 19 yo son and a cat named Suly.
I have a long historial as drug user, and shorter as abuser, I experimented with a wide rage of illegal and legal substances from over the world, except for hard opioids.
I started struggling with psychosis by MDMA, from that point all my mental stability goes downhill, base cocaine push me to hitting rock bottom at my earlys 30s. Fisrt attempt to be sober and 1 attempt with depresion, locked at rehab, later, things got worse, I change cocaine base and hooked by methamphetamine 4 years and counting.
A serie of bad descitions, 6 more rehabs, 2 psych units, 1 detention, ups and downs, borderline personality disorder diagnosis, living and working in Tijuana and many other cities in rehabs, relapsing and relapsing again, being locked, relapsing lead me right know to this forum, mainly because isolation and because im in the need for answers, support, advices, alternatives, to these strong withdrawal fear I hold and I need to face, and no matter what I can’t do it alone.
And hopefully make some good friends.
