jsinger
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2023
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I am approaching a decade of use and have accepted my fate of an inability to get off.
I use about a gram daily and function as normal for the most part. Eat, sleep, hydrate close to as I would clean unless coming off a long stop.
I’ve never had reactions to it like I’m getting now.
First new issue which isn’t new just now creating debilitating pain in trying to piss. I had a u t I then a kidney stone two months later. I stopped two weeks during the stone bc I didn’t know pain like that was possible Dehydration is probably partly responsible. During the stop I noticed I don’t crash anymore but rage harder and more frequently.
I’m also experiencing gut pain That is becoming progressively problematic. I can’t burp naturally but when I do burp I get temporary relief from the discomfort. Taking gas x like candy along with Canada Dry. Serms to fuck with me for a few days then be gone a couple weeks.
I don’t have health insurance and despise going to the hospital and never did until last year around this time and believe each time direct result of meth. I’m constantly stage 2 hypertension and close to 100 heart rate. I baseline high but it’s increased significant by use.
Im also observing some serious cognitive decline. Memory loss on things that im stunned I can’t remember. Trouble communicating especially over text and difficulty with saying what I’m thinking.
Is it possible to be prescribed bp medicine if a meth addict is one question. Once the health consequences begin how long before it’s so unbearable that misery is inevitable?
I have figured an early death due to heart failure of some sort. Now I’m guessing my kidneys are what does it. Or it’s whatever issues with trapped excess gas that does me in. I do not do down anymore except suboxyn maintenance but kinda wondering if it helped with the hypertension issues. I know a handful of people who been doing it a while and look nothing like the meth poster child. I dont buy the shit about meth bugs but shit got real this year experiencing the shit you dont think about until your dealing with it.
I use about a gram daily and function as normal for the most part. Eat, sleep, hydrate close to as I would clean unless coming off a long stop.
I’ve never had reactions to it like I’m getting now.
First new issue which isn’t new just now creating debilitating pain in trying to piss. I had a u t I then a kidney stone two months later. I stopped two weeks during the stone bc I didn’t know pain like that was possible Dehydration is probably partly responsible. During the stop I noticed I don’t crash anymore but rage harder and more frequently.
I’m also experiencing gut pain That is becoming progressively problematic. I can’t burp naturally but when I do burp I get temporary relief from the discomfort. Taking gas x like candy along with Canada Dry. Serms to fuck with me for a few days then be gone a couple weeks.
I don’t have health insurance and despise going to the hospital and never did until last year around this time and believe each time direct result of meth. I’m constantly stage 2 hypertension and close to 100 heart rate. I baseline high but it’s increased significant by use.
Im also observing some serious cognitive decline. Memory loss on things that im stunned I can’t remember. Trouble communicating especially over text and difficulty with saying what I’m thinking.
Is it possible to be prescribed bp medicine if a meth addict is one question. Once the health consequences begin how long before it’s so unbearable that misery is inevitable?
I have figured an early death due to heart failure of some sort. Now I’m guessing my kidneys are what does it. Or it’s whatever issues with trapped excess gas that does me in. I do not do down anymore except suboxyn maintenance but kinda wondering if it helped with the hypertension issues. I know a handful of people who been doing it a while and look nothing like the meth poster child. I dont buy the shit about meth bugs but shit got real this year experiencing the shit you dont think about until your dealing with it.