MarcusJD9999
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The other night I prepared a cwe for 7 HBWR seeds and around 100 morning glory seeds, mixed with that. I drank that after letting it steep for 7 hours. Nothing. After two hours, nothing. So now I decided to just eat some seeds, to hell with it. It has to work now.
I took 5 HBWR seeds out of my bag and chewed on them, added orange juice to mouth, swallowed. Did not taste them really and no gagging. Because of this, I ate 2 more seeds....then another. 8 seeds had been dosed.
After about an hour, I started to feel a little sick, but that went away and wasn't too bad. I started to freak out for a second but stopped and realized that the sick went away after I calmed down. I started to feel something but that could have just been placebo. Was watching a video on youtube of someone giving a HBWR trip report. I found it funny and laughed. Could have been placebo and not sure if the seeds made it funny or it just was.
I felt very calm and relaxed and at peace. I still couldn't 100% if the seeds were working or not. Then, suddenly, I stopped thinking about if the seeds were working and began feeling euphoric and giddy. I felt like everything was funny and felt how Jim Carrey acts in all his movies. Just sticking my arm in the air was so amazing and I began moving my fingers together and rolling my thumbs and fingers together. This too was amazing.
Now everything began vibrating and sparkling and this felt very similar too LSD, but slightly different. The walls were breathing and everything seemed to be breathing and full of life. Things were moving and breathing, and their were tracers of white sparkle moving with the vibes across the edge and border of my wall somewhat like a snake. I couldn't stop moving my body. I had to move my arms, continue to rub my fingers together, just move something.
I began breathing very deeply and felt I had to and this was related to having to move any part of my body at all times. This felt outstanding. I felt so giddy and kept laughing and smiling and everything was so full of wonder and life. The whole room was breathing and alive. I didn't get any hallucinations (such as on LSD) other than the white sparkles. I felt like some kind of royalty and this had an Egyptian feel to it. The act of just moving my arm was extremely amazing and elegant, everything was pure awesomeness, breathing and pulsating and singing the song of life. I felt so at peace and felt like I was in heaven, bliss.
I remembered drinking the cwe water and remembered how I kept posting the word water in my other threads when asking a question about CWE methods for LSA. I kept saying water to my self as if I was a thirsty man in the desert dying of thirst, saying waaaater, in that gasping for air type of voice. I had a grin on my face as I said this to my self. I then was reminded of that episode from spongebob where sponge bob is in sandy's castle and takes his helmet off, and shrivels up and dries up and says waaaater...I then kept saying to myself, what is the significance of water? In a comedic type fashion, kind of sarcastic like, with a grin on my face. Every time I said this to my self, I had a teethy grin on my face. I then began to stick my pinky in the air and laughed hysterically.
I then began listening to music and it flowed so well with the breathing room and the trip and was amazing. I was laying in my bed the whole time pretty much and got a pencil that was at the foot of my bed and began drawing on my wall. The drawing was terrible and was mostly scribbles, but along with an eye. For some strange reason I tried to draw young/kid Link from the Legend of Zelda, but didn't know why. This was scribble and looked nothing like a human character, more like scribble scrabble. I felt like a child first learning how to draw, and this, was magical and amazing.
Had to piss and stepped outside. After pissing (which was amazing), I threw my arms up into the air and said to the sky, what is the significance of water, in that same sarcastic comedian type expression, with a grin on my face, as if to get a result and an answer to what the significance of water was. It was night time and my cat was their. He reminded me of a panther or some kind of animal that had come straight from the jungle, as I listened to music and admired him, along with stroking his heavenly fur. This king was definitely in resemblance to a king of the jungle, his elegance had astounded me.
I went back inside and laid back down. It felt like my body weighed 1,000 tons and I felt I had to continually move a part of my body, and breath really deeply. I closed my eyes and meditated while frequently opening my eyes and just observing the beauty that is whatever was in my room, soooo sparkly. When I closed my eyes I watched closed eye visuals in the form of circles and dots (kind of, this is hard to describe), all moving and shaped together, into one shape, in a sparkling, elegant manner. This was astounding and I was left in wonder and amazement.
Later on towards the end of the trip before I eventually fell asleep on my bed which felt like a heavenly cloud, my body felt like it weighed a ton and this was in a way kind of unpleasant, and I kind of wanted it to be over but it didn't matter, because the rest of the trip was greatness and made up for it.
I woke up the next morning feeling amazing and refreshed and felt like I just had an amazing trip, the eating of the seeds was a success, with the CWE and sublingual methods not working for me.
Some people might not be fond of the effects of LSA, and I can see why because of the body load and nausea. (I only got sick for around 10 minutes of the trip but it wasn't too bad and didn't last long at all. Other than the body load which was more of a discomfort than it was a sickness, I really didn't get sick, quit the contrary) But for me, It was totally worth it and did not ruin the experience. If I had to say, I would recommend it and if you get your hands on some HBWR seeds, then go for it. My experience with them was amazing. Peace.
I took 5 HBWR seeds out of my bag and chewed on them, added orange juice to mouth, swallowed. Did not taste them really and no gagging. Because of this, I ate 2 more seeds....then another. 8 seeds had been dosed.
After about an hour, I started to feel a little sick, but that went away and wasn't too bad. I started to freak out for a second but stopped and realized that the sick went away after I calmed down. I started to feel something but that could have just been placebo. Was watching a video on youtube of someone giving a HBWR trip report. I found it funny and laughed. Could have been placebo and not sure if the seeds made it funny or it just was.
I felt very calm and relaxed and at peace. I still couldn't 100% if the seeds were working or not. Then, suddenly, I stopped thinking about if the seeds were working and began feeling euphoric and giddy. I felt like everything was funny and felt how Jim Carrey acts in all his movies. Just sticking my arm in the air was so amazing and I began moving my fingers together and rolling my thumbs and fingers together. This too was amazing.
Now everything began vibrating and sparkling and this felt very similar too LSD, but slightly different. The walls were breathing and everything seemed to be breathing and full of life. Things were moving and breathing, and their were tracers of white sparkle moving with the vibes across the edge and border of my wall somewhat like a snake. I couldn't stop moving my body. I had to move my arms, continue to rub my fingers together, just move something.
I began breathing very deeply and felt I had to and this was related to having to move any part of my body at all times. This felt outstanding. I felt so giddy and kept laughing and smiling and everything was so full of wonder and life. The whole room was breathing and alive. I didn't get any hallucinations (such as on LSD) other than the white sparkles. I felt like some kind of royalty and this had an Egyptian feel to it. The act of just moving my arm was extremely amazing and elegant, everything was pure awesomeness, breathing and pulsating and singing the song of life. I felt so at peace and felt like I was in heaven, bliss.
I remembered drinking the cwe water and remembered how I kept posting the word water in my other threads when asking a question about CWE methods for LSA. I kept saying water to my self as if I was a thirsty man in the desert dying of thirst, saying waaaater, in that gasping for air type of voice. I had a grin on my face as I said this to my self. I then was reminded of that episode from spongebob where sponge bob is in sandy's castle and takes his helmet off, and shrivels up and dries up and says waaaater...I then kept saying to myself, what is the significance of water? In a comedic type fashion, kind of sarcastic like, with a grin on my face. Every time I said this to my self, I had a teethy grin on my face. I then began to stick my pinky in the air and laughed hysterically.
I then began listening to music and it flowed so well with the breathing room and the trip and was amazing. I was laying in my bed the whole time pretty much and got a pencil that was at the foot of my bed and began drawing on my wall. The drawing was terrible and was mostly scribbles, but along with an eye. For some strange reason I tried to draw young/kid Link from the Legend of Zelda, but didn't know why. This was scribble and looked nothing like a human character, more like scribble scrabble. I felt like a child first learning how to draw, and this, was magical and amazing.
Had to piss and stepped outside. After pissing (which was amazing), I threw my arms up into the air and said to the sky, what is the significance of water, in that same sarcastic comedian type expression, with a grin on my face, as if to get a result and an answer to what the significance of water was. It was night time and my cat was their. He reminded me of a panther or some kind of animal that had come straight from the jungle, as I listened to music and admired him, along with stroking his heavenly fur. This king was definitely in resemblance to a king of the jungle, his elegance had astounded me.
I went back inside and laid back down. It felt like my body weighed 1,000 tons and I felt I had to continually move a part of my body, and breath really deeply. I closed my eyes and meditated while frequently opening my eyes and just observing the beauty that is whatever was in my room, soooo sparkly. When I closed my eyes I watched closed eye visuals in the form of circles and dots (kind of, this is hard to describe), all moving and shaped together, into one shape, in a sparkling, elegant manner. This was astounding and I was left in wonder and amazement.
Later on towards the end of the trip before I eventually fell asleep on my bed which felt like a heavenly cloud, my body felt like it weighed a ton and this was in a way kind of unpleasant, and I kind of wanted it to be over but it didn't matter, because the rest of the trip was greatness and made up for it.
I woke up the next morning feeling amazing and refreshed and felt like I just had an amazing trip, the eating of the seeds was a success, with the CWE and sublingual methods not working for me.
Some people might not be fond of the effects of LSA, and I can see why because of the body load and nausea. (I only got sick for around 10 minutes of the trip but it wasn't too bad and didn't last long at all. Other than the body load which was more of a discomfort than it was a sickness, I really didn't get sick, quit the contrary) But for me, It was totally worth it and did not ruin the experience. If I had to say, I would recommend it and if you get your hands on some HBWR seeds, then go for it. My experience with them was amazing. Peace.
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