Turtlepeak
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I feel this is something that should be posted. Heres a little info: Im 18, 120ish pounds. Its the 4th of july, i had finally gotten my HBWR seeds and was excited. Ended up dosing a little dehydrated which prolly set me up for failure. Hadnt eaten a thing. I bought the seeds directly from the source this time instead of a secondary source, so these were true hbwr and much much stronger than the last ones.
11:45 am: me and buddy ?€œJ?€ and his brother head off to my house for the seeds before the 4th of july parade. Were excited once more as the last time for us (13 for me 9 for him) were both severely different: i tripped nicely both times and he mostly got body load.
12pm: we get to my house and i check the mail, fortunately the seeds hadnt been there very long. I proceed to pull out 15 for me (big mistake) and 13 for him. We scrape the husk really quick and begin chewing one seed at a time.
12:15pm: were walking through the hot sun with no shade at all for about a mile as J?€™s brother had parked far as all hell from where my sister was. Me and J have been chewing these seeds for about 20 minutes and i made the mistake of swallowing them.J does the same. We walk another 20 minutes to my sister whos smoking dabs by the gradeschool out of a vape pen lol.
For the next hour and a half, 2 (length of the parade) hours i took maybe 6 dabs. Still no water besides what i drank when i woke up, and no food. Stopped sweating mid parade and was agitated a little from having to walk so far in such heat. Had my sisters friend who accompanied us let me pour water on my face and rub it across my chest.
Maybe an hour and 15 mins in to the parade i get hit with some intense anxiety and stomach discomfort, so i walk off in hopes to puke, dont at all for the rest of the trip, and i kinda stood against a tree trynna not die. Much of the anxiety came from the parade host float come down the road with the music and i wasnt feeling any of the energy.
1:45-50pm: parade is over. Thank fucking god. Exclaim to everyone lets get the fuck outta this heat, they all agreed, and we proceed 10 minutes (i could feel the come up, but wasnt up) down the road again to J?€™s brothers car. I wanted to smoke some real weed and take a cold shower.
2pm: pull up to my house and i immediately text my dealer. He hits me back seconds later and we set up the deal for a quick gram. I run off inside really quick, tell mom whats good, she even tells me take a cold shower, and i took the coldest i could handle for 10 or less minutes, with the water beating my face and taking 5 minutes to cool myself.
2:10pm: i have hella resin from my dealer because he lets me scrape his bowl every couple weeks. Ik that sounds trashy but listen yall i been dealin with some shit. So anyway i spark a fat ass resin ball with J while we wait for D (my dealer). Still hot but not as terrible. I feel the stone take over the sedation from the hbwr and feel nice.
2:15pm: D finally pulls up, and i pick up some holy grail. This was some beautiful weed dusted in golden trichomes with hints of blue hidden in a sea of gold. You had to look, but its there. D knows im tripping immediately and i feel it hitting me. Not hard but i finally feel a come up. I feel light and heavy, so i plop to the ground all nonchalant on my belly, the ground felt accepting. We wrap things up as were all gonna be on drugs today for the fireworks (i never saw them sadly) and D goes on with his day. Me and J go off to my garage and spark a quick bowl, then pop in his brothers car amd leave for his house.
These next entries were my breaking points.
2:30pm: we just freshly left my house, right? Im feeling weird, mentally but not physically. 5 minutes down the road im getting intense pattern recognition with the fresh cut grass field, and that threw me off. I was expecting another hour before i came up.
2:40ish pm: i peaked in the car. Like full on everything started hitting me. I urge J?€™s brother to hurry up but ?€œbe smooth, im starting to freak out.?€ The world was blurred except what was in the car.
2:50pm: i instantly go for the shower again, this time fearing for my life. I sit for the mext hour fighting myself, watching my thigh hairs dance as if they were mocking me, the curtains morph into walls of white with skulls tormenting me. The steam was intensely geometric and everything was just ?€œweird?€ looking, like it wasnt real. I ended up asking for a xanax, and that helped me calm down, but because i was on drugs and already slightly to strongly dehydrated, i also urge for an er visit.
The next half hour i spent laying down in the back of Js brothers car, tripping mad, but not as mad as the next 2 hours to come. I spent the car ride staring down an infinity spiral filled with an infinite amount of spirals with more spirals inside of them. I peaked once at J, who gives me the concerned ?€œyou good, G??€ Look, which i reply with i might fall asleep, but i really didnt wanna, more or less napped though. His face was insanely broken, like an eye here an eye there, swirling nose and elongating forehead. Im still scared for my life tbh as i was not trying to trip this hard.
So about 330pm i show up to a little hospital to wait to go to a real hospital. They didnt know what to do with me. So we waited for an ambulance to take me to the nearest hospital from there and to my house.
3:35pm: im in the ambulance. God what a spaceship this thing was. Literally felt like the paramedics were friendly, life saving aliens taking me to a place with the most advanced knowledge of ailments, drug side affects, and the safest place to be (which is odd because i prefer my room over anything) the ride is magically scary but they assure me everything will be fine. This helped immensely because theyd update me when id ask for pulse rate, blood pressure, and theyd relay it as normal.
3:50pm: we arrive at the hospital and im hooked up to an iv (which i didnt mind much) and a pressure monitor? Ya know the thing with the arm ?€œcuff?€ that inflates. But yeah, had a gallon or so hooked up and warm blankets that make me uneasy but safe.
Now the next hour is a little weird. I mightve fallen asleep for a bit as i was exhausted, but i faintly remember waking up to a long, echoing beep that sounded off what seemed every 20 seconds. I knew i was tripping.
5pm: around this time everything slowed down. Well at least the intense thoughts of death were gone and i felt as if ive been rebirthed. It was oddly beautiful sitting in the hospital.
Over the next 5-6 hours i spent answering various medical questions and filling out insurance shit. Had to sign something and my tripping signature was terrible. Now, i was still tripping, hard but not ego death hard. Things in the hospital room would morph together into faces, my vision blurred once and the entire room started intensely buzzing. I loved it all. I was euphoric. I prolly looked crazy with my eyes wide, mouth gaping with a huge smile, killing it each time someone would come by. The separation curtains had darth vader helmets along it, despite being flat colored. Everything just kinda swayed constantly, morphing when it got the chance into something hilarious. The one thing i remember was like a hand wipe dispenser and like a hanger or somethin morphed together to form an odd face, with a cylindrical trunk that drooped downwards, a square main face and a circular chin. Obviously this wasnt what they were but thats what was visually manifested. Colors would switch or become more defined, so each individual color became apparent to me and i could separate each one. Words would be wavy, walls growing and shrinking. I remember it took them an hour to kill the lights for me and i spent a while staring up watching little geometric patterns on the ceiling change with each blink, whether it was direction or pattern.
Between 10 and 11 pm things were just about over, slight visual disturbances and light and color intensification. Even had the hospital ask how much i knew and i explain research is available on the internet, i know a thing or 2 about the psychedelic world, and they were impressed because thats one thing no one knows how to take care of.
12am: ah time for my release. Didnt get to see fireworks, but i ?€œhad my own?€. Finally i spark a cig. Fucking wonderful. Broke my phone screen a bit, but nothin ridiculous as im using the same phone now. Gam gam comes to pick me up 15 minutes later and take me home. Little uneasy but a nice smooth ride home in a cool car with another cig helped.
12:30am: lol not once did i learn my lesson. J was gangster enough to toss my weed in the bag he brought that had all the stuff i left at his house. Cigs, hat, lol my shirt (i was admitted wearing shorts only) my shoes, and my bag of weed?€? unless i left that at home anyways. Either way i got home and sparked a bowl. Sparked another cig and crashed for the night.
Woke up whenever i did (i wake up when i wake up, never really keep track of when) and felt kinda sickly still. Next day more terrible but i went to the er again and had blood tests and those came back normal.
Ive spent the past 2 months and 2 days battling a feeling of my body decaying and constant cramping in my calves. Up until September 4th i was like this. Slowly getting better throughout august. I went for a bike ride on sept. 4th and ive done so again today. I feel so much better and i plan to strengthen my body back up as that trip messed me up quite a bit. Just because its legal, or natural, that doesnt mean its safe.
I can flex my calves finally today without them cramping, so i knew some rest and exercise would help me. And rest i did. Exercise i have. And eating healthy ive been 50/50 with but im not too terrible about my diet.
My dealer has seen me at least once a week (like always) since the 4th of july, and he said i was filled with anxiety, but have since gotten much better. I wasnt even able to smoke a full bowl after the trip, but now i could smoke 3 or 4 bowls. Im really itching for a blunt now lol and to think just 2 weeks ago i was scarred of getting too high on weed lol
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11:45 am: me and buddy ?€œJ?€ and his brother head off to my house for the seeds before the 4th of july parade. Were excited once more as the last time for us (13 for me 9 for him) were both severely different: i tripped nicely both times and he mostly got body load.
12pm: we get to my house and i check the mail, fortunately the seeds hadnt been there very long. I proceed to pull out 15 for me (big mistake) and 13 for him. We scrape the husk really quick and begin chewing one seed at a time.
12:15pm: were walking through the hot sun with no shade at all for about a mile as J?€™s brother had parked far as all hell from where my sister was. Me and J have been chewing these seeds for about 20 minutes and i made the mistake of swallowing them.J does the same. We walk another 20 minutes to my sister whos smoking dabs by the gradeschool out of a vape pen lol.
For the next hour and a half, 2 (length of the parade) hours i took maybe 6 dabs. Still no water besides what i drank when i woke up, and no food. Stopped sweating mid parade and was agitated a little from having to walk so far in such heat. Had my sisters friend who accompanied us let me pour water on my face and rub it across my chest.
Maybe an hour and 15 mins in to the parade i get hit with some intense anxiety and stomach discomfort, so i walk off in hopes to puke, dont at all for the rest of the trip, and i kinda stood against a tree trynna not die. Much of the anxiety came from the parade host float come down the road with the music and i wasnt feeling any of the energy.
1:45-50pm: parade is over. Thank fucking god. Exclaim to everyone lets get the fuck outta this heat, they all agreed, and we proceed 10 minutes (i could feel the come up, but wasnt up) down the road again to J?€™s brothers car. I wanted to smoke some real weed and take a cold shower.
2pm: pull up to my house and i immediately text my dealer. He hits me back seconds later and we set up the deal for a quick gram. I run off inside really quick, tell mom whats good, she even tells me take a cold shower, and i took the coldest i could handle for 10 or less minutes, with the water beating my face and taking 5 minutes to cool myself.
2:10pm: i have hella resin from my dealer because he lets me scrape his bowl every couple weeks. Ik that sounds trashy but listen yall i been dealin with some shit. So anyway i spark a fat ass resin ball with J while we wait for D (my dealer). Still hot but not as terrible. I feel the stone take over the sedation from the hbwr and feel nice.
2:15pm: D finally pulls up, and i pick up some holy grail. This was some beautiful weed dusted in golden trichomes with hints of blue hidden in a sea of gold. You had to look, but its there. D knows im tripping immediately and i feel it hitting me. Not hard but i finally feel a come up. I feel light and heavy, so i plop to the ground all nonchalant on my belly, the ground felt accepting. We wrap things up as were all gonna be on drugs today for the fireworks (i never saw them sadly) and D goes on with his day. Me and J go off to my garage and spark a quick bowl, then pop in his brothers car amd leave for his house.
These next entries were my breaking points.
2:30pm: we just freshly left my house, right? Im feeling weird, mentally but not physically. 5 minutes down the road im getting intense pattern recognition with the fresh cut grass field, and that threw me off. I was expecting another hour before i came up.
2:40ish pm: i peaked in the car. Like full on everything started hitting me. I urge J?€™s brother to hurry up but ?€œbe smooth, im starting to freak out.?€ The world was blurred except what was in the car.
2:50pm: i instantly go for the shower again, this time fearing for my life. I sit for the mext hour fighting myself, watching my thigh hairs dance as if they were mocking me, the curtains morph into walls of white with skulls tormenting me. The steam was intensely geometric and everything was just ?€œweird?€ looking, like it wasnt real. I ended up asking for a xanax, and that helped me calm down, but because i was on drugs and already slightly to strongly dehydrated, i also urge for an er visit.
The next half hour i spent laying down in the back of Js brothers car, tripping mad, but not as mad as the next 2 hours to come. I spent the car ride staring down an infinity spiral filled with an infinite amount of spirals with more spirals inside of them. I peaked once at J, who gives me the concerned ?€œyou good, G??€ Look, which i reply with i might fall asleep, but i really didnt wanna, more or less napped though. His face was insanely broken, like an eye here an eye there, swirling nose and elongating forehead. Im still scared for my life tbh as i was not trying to trip this hard.
So about 330pm i show up to a little hospital to wait to go to a real hospital. They didnt know what to do with me. So we waited for an ambulance to take me to the nearest hospital from there and to my house.
3:35pm: im in the ambulance. God what a spaceship this thing was. Literally felt like the paramedics were friendly, life saving aliens taking me to a place with the most advanced knowledge of ailments, drug side affects, and the safest place to be (which is odd because i prefer my room over anything) the ride is magically scary but they assure me everything will be fine. This helped immensely because theyd update me when id ask for pulse rate, blood pressure, and theyd relay it as normal.
3:50pm: we arrive at the hospital and im hooked up to an iv (which i didnt mind much) and a pressure monitor? Ya know the thing with the arm ?€œcuff?€ that inflates. But yeah, had a gallon or so hooked up and warm blankets that make me uneasy but safe.
Now the next hour is a little weird. I mightve fallen asleep for a bit as i was exhausted, but i faintly remember waking up to a long, echoing beep that sounded off what seemed every 20 seconds. I knew i was tripping.
5pm: around this time everything slowed down. Well at least the intense thoughts of death were gone and i felt as if ive been rebirthed. It was oddly beautiful sitting in the hospital.
Over the next 5-6 hours i spent answering various medical questions and filling out insurance shit. Had to sign something and my tripping signature was terrible. Now, i was still tripping, hard but not ego death hard. Things in the hospital room would morph together into faces, my vision blurred once and the entire room started intensely buzzing. I loved it all. I was euphoric. I prolly looked crazy with my eyes wide, mouth gaping with a huge smile, killing it each time someone would come by. The separation curtains had darth vader helmets along it, despite being flat colored. Everything just kinda swayed constantly, morphing when it got the chance into something hilarious. The one thing i remember was like a hand wipe dispenser and like a hanger or somethin morphed together to form an odd face, with a cylindrical trunk that drooped downwards, a square main face and a circular chin. Obviously this wasnt what they were but thats what was visually manifested. Colors would switch or become more defined, so each individual color became apparent to me and i could separate each one. Words would be wavy, walls growing and shrinking. I remember it took them an hour to kill the lights for me and i spent a while staring up watching little geometric patterns on the ceiling change with each blink, whether it was direction or pattern.
Between 10 and 11 pm things were just about over, slight visual disturbances and light and color intensification. Even had the hospital ask how much i knew and i explain research is available on the internet, i know a thing or 2 about the psychedelic world, and they were impressed because thats one thing no one knows how to take care of.
12am: ah time for my release. Didnt get to see fireworks, but i ?€œhad my own?€. Finally i spark a cig. Fucking wonderful. Broke my phone screen a bit, but nothin ridiculous as im using the same phone now. Gam gam comes to pick me up 15 minutes later and take me home. Little uneasy but a nice smooth ride home in a cool car with another cig helped.
12:30am: lol not once did i learn my lesson. J was gangster enough to toss my weed in the bag he brought that had all the stuff i left at his house. Cigs, hat, lol my shirt (i was admitted wearing shorts only) my shoes, and my bag of weed?€? unless i left that at home anyways. Either way i got home and sparked a bowl. Sparked another cig and crashed for the night.
Woke up whenever i did (i wake up when i wake up, never really keep track of when) and felt kinda sickly still. Next day more terrible but i went to the er again and had blood tests and those came back normal.
Ive spent the past 2 months and 2 days battling a feeling of my body decaying and constant cramping in my calves. Up until September 4th i was like this. Slowly getting better throughout august. I went for a bike ride on sept. 4th and ive done so again today. I feel so much better and i plan to strengthen my body back up as that trip messed me up quite a bit. Just because its legal, or natural, that doesnt mean its safe.
I can flex my calves finally today without them cramping, so i knew some rest and exercise would help me. And rest i did. Exercise i have. And eating healthy ive been 50/50 with but im not too terrible about my diet.
My dealer has seen me at least once a week (like always) since the 4th of july, and he said i was filled with anxiety, but have since gotten much better. I wasnt even able to smoke a full bowl after the trip, but now i could smoke 3 or 4 bowls. Im really itching for a blunt now lol and to think just 2 weeks ago i was scarred of getting too high on weed lol
Tagged by Xorkoth
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