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Misc Having visions on meth recently, that aren’t just psychosis

gbchris

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For the last two days I’ve used meth, and for a period of maybe around five hours I had a completely unique high. It was almost psychedelic, I would just think things and it was like they had really happened. There were hallucinations/delusions, but none of there were like what I’d ever experiences before in meth. but it twice happened now and is the same exact high both of the times. I don’t see why a dealer would cut anything like that into meth, does anyone have any idea what it could be? My usage the same for the two times it happened as all the times I didn’t, and I’m getting the same amount of sleep etc.
 
and also the high is way way better than meth, so could people recommend stuff that’s like a dissociative but can be stimulating and euphoric and feels godly. I know pcp is supposed to be sort of like that
 
I get "trips" and visuals and visions when using stims. I see colors, shapes, things morphing to another, i can "see" Through walls as they were liquid, also little creatures appear. I think its More like delirium state than psychosis. I see shadow People and they talk to me and touch me lightly, i hear banging and flashing lights... Music talks to me and I have a lots of deja vu. I have had dozens or hundred psychosis even when took stims, to the point i immediately start to have these visions and deliriums and hallucinations instead of "normal" psychosis from stimulants. Its like next level. It feels and seems REAL. While psychotic, i Always knew the delusions and paranoia and shadows and voices arent real, but nowadays I can't tell anymore. The things I see/hear/feel/experience are as real as this sober world is. Thats why I avoid stims totally.
 
I get "trips" and visuals and visions when using stims. I see colors, shapes, things morphing to another, i can "see" Through walls as they were liquid, also little creatures appear. I think its More like delirium state than psychosis. I see shadow People and they talk to me and touch me lightly, i hear banging and flashing lights... Music talks to me and I have a lots of deja vu. I have had dozens or hundred psychosis even when took stims, to the point i immediately start to have these visions and deliriums and hallucinations instead of "normal" psychosis from stimulants. Its like next level. It feels and seems REAL. While psychotic, i Always knew the delusions and paranoia and shadows and voices arent real, but nowadays I can't tell anymore. The things I see/hear/feel/experience are as real as this sober world is. Thats why I avoid stims totally.
Thats phycosis Isavelaaa!! Very very dangerous you know...
 
Thats phycosis Isavelaaa!! Very very dangerous you know...
Yes it is. I have had many, many psychosis 🙁. Those states eventually evolved like that, i had my first psychosis 2012. After year 2019 they gradually evolved more and more vivid and detailed, until after 2022 they became so severe I could not tell if my deliriums and hallucinations were real or not. They are not always scary, its like dysphoric tripping without True psychedelia, more like deliriant type, like dissociative trance and catatonic states. Like I was poisoned with some dysphoric and paralyzing substances, total Brain freeze. No stims for me anymore. I have been without for a while now.
 
For the last two days I’ve used meth, and for a period of maybe around five hours I had a completely unique high. It was almost psychedelic, I would just think things and it was like they had really happened. There were hallucinations/delusions, but none of there were like what I’d ever experiences before in meth. but it twice happened now and is the same exact high both of the times. I don’t see why a dealer would cut anything like that into meth, does anyone have any idea what it could be? My usage the same for the two times it happened as all the times I didn’t, and I’m getting the same amount of sleep etc.
I dunno, it could be all sorts of things.

One thing to be mindful of is that very could well be warning signs and a wakeup call towards going down the secondary psychosis road.

How much meth did you consume? How old are you? Does anyone in your family have a mental illness with psychotic features?(schizophrenia, schitzoeffective, bipolar type 1)

Did you take anything else with the meth? Other than the visual and auditory disturbances did the high feel different?

What was the RoA? If smoked it is highly unlikely it was anything other than meth. What do you mean by 'same amount of sleep'? Does that mean 8 hours a night every night with the same bed time? Or do you have insomnia after using meth and miss a night and that's normal for you?
How long have you been using amphetamines, meth or otherwise including prescription?

All of those questions are gonna matter
 
For the last two days I’ve used meth, and for a period of maybe around five hours I had a completely unique high. It was almost psychedelic, I would just think things and it was like they had really happened. There were hallucinations/delusions, but none of there were like what I’d ever experiences before in meth. but it twice happened now and is the same exact high both of the times. I don’t see why a dealer would cut anything like that into meth, does anyone have any idea what it could be? My usage the same for the two times it happened as all the times I didn’t, and I’m getting the same amount of sleep etc.
Meth is a psychostimulant
 
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