ThatSpaceyKid
Bluelighter
Hello there everyone. I am Matt. I have been using Crystal Meth for only a few months.
I did not expect that it would come to this. I need to quit using it. After 2-3 days I start to withdrawal. I get so sleepy and anxious. Its a bitch. I cant do anything because I am so sleepy, but I cant sleep because I am so anxious. I get so irritated to the point where every little sound annoys me. I cannot deal with this. I have been vaping CBD Oil and it helps a little bit, BUT I have also been trying to get off of Prozac. I have no where to go. Rehab isn't an option neither is talking to any of my loved ones. If I were to come clean about this it would ruin everything because I am SOBER according to everyone.
Is there any at home methods to help cope with the withdrawal. I literally am hoping there is a miracle mix of home based things that will help me. I know to that I must remain active. I am going to start walking to get my mind off of the shit. Is it possible to quit on my own? I know it is extremely addictive, but that's what the said about Heroin... And I can casually use Heroin and not withdrawal. I want to get back to those days when Heroin and weed was all I do. I DONT want to do Meth anymore, but the withdrawal symptoms make me want to use more.Thank you for your time. I hope someone can give me some advice that is worth it to ME.
Rehab is not my thing and I cant face it. Please do not suggest it because finances wont allow it either. It would break my parents hearts to see me off to Rehab. Counseling doesn't help me because I have to many problems and trouble trusting people that it is not beneficial to me. They always look down on me to! Once they find out about my drug abuse history they begin to treat me differently. They make me feel like there is something wrong with me.
I am on a new weed regimen. I smoke weed every night before bed now to help me sleep. I say it "Helps" with insomnia and anxiety when really it sort of helps me deal with the Meth withdrawal. I have been eating and sleeping decently usually
6 or so hours and eating at least two times a day or I try to at least eat once a day. I have been dealing with getting of my antidepressant as well. It is hard I have to admit. Living life as a normal person and then having that side of me that uses drugs....
Meth is ruining my life though. I am failing college because I needed to do some Meth to get by that day. I am missing work because I am trying to get off of it which leads me to using again. My biggest question is: HOW LONG WILL THE WITHDRAWAL LAST! I keep getting different answers. I understand that it is different for everyone. Is it only severe for the first 7 days and then does it just eventually go away once your body has detoxed?
I have been sober for two days, but I just know that the moment that I cannot deal with it anymore that I am going to use it again. I need help getting past all of that... Its s bad I get anxious just waiting for buddy to load my shit in his bubble. Once it is loaded I take three big rips which gets me feeling better. It is so bad that all it takes is a hit of Meth to feel normal again.
Thank you for the advice I will be posting updates if anything new happens. I REALLY need to do this by myself and at home. If anyone can answer my ONE question that no one seems to ever answer I will love them forever. I just need to know how long I have to deal with this shit, so I can mentally prepare for it.
Is there any at home methods to help cope with the withdrawal. I literally am hoping there is a miracle mix of home based things that will help me. I know to that I must remain active. I am going to start walking to get my mind off of the shit. Is it possible to quit on my own? I know it is extremely addictive, but that's what the said about Heroin... And I can casually use Heroin and not withdrawal. I want to get back to those days when Heroin and weed was all I do. I DONT want to do Meth anymore, but the withdrawal symptoms make me want to use more.Thank you for your time. I hope someone can give me some advice that is worth it to ME.
Rehab is not my thing and I cant face it. Please do not suggest it because finances wont allow it either. It would break my parents hearts to see me off to Rehab. Counseling doesn't help me because I have to many problems and trouble trusting people that it is not beneficial to me. They always look down on me to! Once they find out about my drug abuse history they begin to treat me differently. They make me feel like there is something wrong with me.
I am on a new weed regimen. I smoke weed every night before bed now to help me sleep. I say it "Helps" with insomnia and anxiety when really it sort of helps me deal with the Meth withdrawal. I have been eating and sleeping decently usually
6 or so hours and eating at least two times a day or I try to at least eat once a day. I have been dealing with getting of my antidepressant as well. It is hard I have to admit. Living life as a normal person and then having that side of me that uses drugs....
Meth is ruining my life though. I am failing college because I needed to do some Meth to get by that day. I am missing work because I am trying to get off of it which leads me to using again. My biggest question is: HOW LONG WILL THE WITHDRAWAL LAST! I keep getting different answers. I understand that it is different for everyone. Is it only severe for the first 7 days and then does it just eventually go away once your body has detoxed?
I have been sober for two days, but I just know that the moment that I cannot deal with it anymore that I am going to use it again. I need help getting past all of that... Its s bad I get anxious just waiting for buddy to load my shit in his bubble. Once it is loaded I take three big rips which gets me feeling better. It is so bad that all it takes is a hit of Meth to feel normal again.
Thank you for the advice I will be posting updates if anything new happens. I REALLY need to do this by myself and at home. If anyone can answer my ONE question that no one seems to ever answer I will love them forever. I just need to know how long I have to deal with this shit, so I can mentally prepare for it.