UnluckyBandit
Greenlighter
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- Sep 25, 2015
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So up until 2 weeks ago I'd been tripping every weekend for the past month. Im relatively new to acid and have done it less than 10 times. But I took one tab (I know not a lot) and had a bad trip mentally, I had wrecked my first car the week before and the girl I had been talking to told me she was interested in my friend instead, so I wasn't in a great state of mind. After I peaked the trip went south and I just reflected on past mistakes and saw how all my friends were out partying that night and I was stuck at home for no reason other than my parents just wanting me there. But now even two weeks after I just feel different. I feel like I'm walking through a fog. I'm having constant visuals and every thing seems distorted, almost dreamlike. I don't like being around people anymore and have virtually cut everyone off, erasing all my contacts and getting rid of social media, all for no good reason. I have trouble keeping a train of thought and I feel like the voice in my head and the way I act outside of that are two completely different people. Everyday i feel more and more detached. I miss my old self but I dont know how to get back to that and my friends are beginning to get concerned, to the point of showing up at my house and bringing me presents and food that I like to "cheer me up" but I don't feel sad nessicarily. I dont feel comfortable talking to any of them about it so I thought I'd come here.
