Have been craving drugs after a 5 year break

[Jabberwocky]

Not sure what's gotten into me last few days but have been craving drugs and nothing in particular. This mostly happens after a few beers.

Have been calling people and fortunately have been able to get nothing.

In the mornings I wake and go wtf are you doing to yourself.

This lapse happens maybe once a year and fortunately every time I don't score.

Any advice?

 

[SirTophamHat]

when you say you have a lapse that happens once a year are you meaning that once a year you break down and do drugs even though you know it's not wise?

if that is what you're talking about i wouldn't say there's anything to worry about at all. make sure you aren't putting yourself in danger while scoring and tbh doing hard drugs once a year is nbd.

i am not trying to enable you, what i am saying is a direct response to my interpretation of your message. doing coke, meth or heroin once a year isn't a big deal if you stay smart about it. don't beat yourself up over not being perfect.

i am sure many other people would have something different to say. my opinion is that occasional drug use is always fine if you're self-aware about its effect(s) on the rest of your life.

 

[LucidSDreamr]

beers make me crave drugs as much as almost all other drugs