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Hello, just wanted to share my experience in idea of harm reduction.
Yesterday morning a received (big crystal) Ethylphenidate, powder Methiopropamíne, Etizolam and Flubromazepam.
My benzo tolerance is low to moderate I would say, 2 mg etizolam makes me a little relaxced, 5mg gets me averagely high and 10-15 mg gets me high in way I can talk a think in (relatively clean way) but cant walk straight and so, just to imagane my tolerance. I have no tolerance to stimulants, altough I have benn using methamphetamine, MDMA and MPA occassionaly in the past, but that was long months beofre.. I started with 2mg etizolam and unmeasured capluse of EPH could be around 40-70mg. Then I was having a good time for some while a redosed around 2x 50mg EPH and 3mg etizolam (over 3 hours) , felt just fime.
T+4 I had to leave to work and started noticing anxiety and weird body discomfort, so I took 4mg flubrubromazepam to get me trrought becuase I considered its just a comedown from EPH. When I came to work after 30 minutes, symptoms worsen gradually every moment, I statred to have double and blurred vision, gag reflex going on but there was nothing to vomit because my stomach was empty.
Then I started to feel I will be not able to work in this state so I snorted around 50mg MPA a went straight to the kitchen. This is the moment when I got terrible headache, my head was so spinning I had to hold of something to not fall off, black screens over my eyes for severeal seconds repeatadly, my hearth started pounding real fast (maybe from MPA, maybe from anxiety whats going on). Then I got very nauseous and got pins and needles all over my right side of the body, except leg (or maybe just didnt notice it) I had troubles with moving my right and in sense I could move it, but I couldnt hold anything in my hand, I didnt feel anything I touched,. I got very confused, times seems to slow down, thats the point when I went to boss and said I cant work today, I had trouble speaking because my face muscles just didnt work the way they are supposedl, I was stuttering, my voice was "shaky" if you know what I mean and I had problém understanding what people say me. I had also very bad coordination
I didnt write this post hear that Im idiot combining different drugs before work, I already know that, but just warned others to not combine these, and ask, whats the reason this happened? I hope it was not stroke. Thank you for replies. Yeah and anyway Im feeling alright after having a sleep just still have a headache (not bad at all).
edit: forgot to tell I have been smoking weed several times during that too, Im 6 years everyday smoker so I dont consider it as a problem
Yesterday morning a received (big crystal) Ethylphenidate, powder Methiopropamíne, Etizolam and Flubromazepam.
My benzo tolerance is low to moderate I would say, 2 mg etizolam makes me a little relaxced, 5mg gets me averagely high and 10-15 mg gets me high in way I can talk a think in (relatively clean way) but cant walk straight and so, just to imagane my tolerance. I have no tolerance to stimulants, altough I have benn using methamphetamine, MDMA and MPA occassionaly in the past, but that was long months beofre.. I started with 2mg etizolam and unmeasured capluse of EPH could be around 40-70mg. Then I was having a good time for some while a redosed around 2x 50mg EPH and 3mg etizolam (over 3 hours) , felt just fime.
T+4 I had to leave to work and started noticing anxiety and weird body discomfort, so I took 4mg flubrubromazepam to get me trrought becuase I considered its just a comedown from EPH. When I came to work after 30 minutes, symptoms worsen gradually every moment, I statred to have double and blurred vision, gag reflex going on but there was nothing to vomit because my stomach was empty.
Then I started to feel I will be not able to work in this state so I snorted around 50mg MPA a went straight to the kitchen. This is the moment when I got terrible headache, my head was so spinning I had to hold of something to not fall off, black screens over my eyes for severeal seconds repeatadly, my hearth started pounding real fast (maybe from MPA, maybe from anxiety whats going on). Then I got very nauseous and got pins and needles all over my right side of the body, except leg (or maybe just didnt notice it) I had troubles with moving my right and in sense I could move it, but I couldnt hold anything in my hand, I didnt feel anything I touched,. I got very confused, times seems to slow down, thats the point when I went to boss and said I cant work today, I had trouble speaking because my face muscles just didnt work the way they are supposedl, I was stuttering, my voice was "shaky" if you know what I mean and I had problém understanding what people say me. I had also very bad coordination
I didnt write this post hear that Im idiot combining different drugs before work, I already know that, but just warned others to not combine these, and ask, whats the reason this happened? I hope it was not stroke. Thank you for replies. Yeah and anyway Im feeling alright after having a sleep just still have a headache (not bad at all).
edit: forgot to tell I have been smoking weed several times during that too, Im 6 years everyday smoker so I dont consider it as a problem
