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Happy New Year Fuckers.....

Eveleivibe

Eveleivibe

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As title.....

----n cause I want to get in because FUBAR (he had the Christmas thread nir :p ) n before anyone else.

Just so you all know I'm joking :D

Here's hoping that everyone has an absolutely ace year:

warning this is quite long, sorry!

Shamz n Shady wishing you both well in the new place when you have it.

englandz lets hope you have a more stable n happy year.

Dan n Summer hope your happiness together continues. Well done on staying away from Drugs Summer, I never thought I'd hear the day. I hope Dan is good for you. Hope your jon continues to go well, Dan.

Sprout hope you find happiness n health

Katie n Felix hope you continue being happy together n have many more adventures (your stories of your travels fascinate me). Same with you, OTW so many more adventure for us all to see.

Snollz: good luck on completing your degree (I think that's this year? I think I befriendef you when you were on year one) n hope all the best for you n MzSnollz. You're both lovely together n suit one another n it's lovely to see. I don't know if this is the year you're getting married but if so, I wish you both a lovely day n all the best in married.

Raasy I wish you all the best, happiness, success n to be safe n hapy despite how you've treated me I wish you all the very best cause deep down you're a good, kind, caring n thoughtful person. You've also a sense of humour n a wind up metchent but I'll always regard you my friend friend, Raasy, whatever you do to push me away (I'm going to cringe at this hours from now so I'm going to blame the 3-fpm.

Ali, Sprout, Julie, Spaceful you good people n deserve an amazing year. Especially you, Ali, n I don't know whether or not you'll appreciate this but since I joined this site you have never given up on me even though I've not been an easy member n not always been pleasant towards me. You always took time to PM/E-mail n gave me chances. I'm mentioning this because I know you get a lot of abuse on here n I want people to see you there's more to you; you care about the posters here so hope yoi get a lot less abuse on BL in 2016.

Scotchy I hope you get off H n get well n off the H. You're worth so much more n are prob annoyed at me for saying this continually but you deserve to be happy.

Breakcorefind, PTCH, Bob, n the rest of the anti-Evey mod. I wish you all good health, happiness n that we can all put hostility behind us n move on. I hope you all have a great year

Sid: I hope you learn to let go of anger n become a happier person. You're not a bad person; not by a long shot. I believe you're hurt n lashing out but once you deal with all that's causing this; you'll get to that happy place. You're welcome to pm me anytime I'm willing to putnthe past behind us n try to help you n believe in you the way I wish others had me when I was in that angry place for so long; lashing outnat the world trying to hurtnothers the way I was feeling inside. You're OK deep down n so I hope you find peace n happiness within yourself. Everyone deserves that. When you're off remp ban let me know if you wish to start anew; life's too short.

Beary-Hairy-bee. How the eck can I forget you? You're here every day. More travels for you n PartnerBear so we've more stories to listen to / read.

Have I missed anyome? i'm truly sorry if I've missed anyone you know I wish you all the very best n much happiness for 2016.

Evey
 
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And a happy New Year to you Evey and all the best for you and yours.

There is a secret that few people know on BL. Shhhhh, but Imma let the cat out of the bag. You're a very lovely person to know Evey, And I'm quite happy I know you. Have a great year girl.

To everyone else, I wish all the very best. Lets face it, life is full of shite years and great years. I wish you all the greatest. <3
 
Thank you Evey :) - Here is wishing to and Lilvibe a happy and safe New Year.

Bit early in the day but wishing everyone a great New Year but all the very best for the New Year.

Bearlove
 
In Scotland it's unlucky to get yer dod of black bun, lumpw of coal out and bottle of whisky out before Hognamay.. But surely we can evey progressing matters of as she's Syrian / Welsh. Some patience Gould be,given to new practises in rural Wales..
 
Ahhh but is it not Hogmanay now? Tis 7 am. Technically the 31st of of December. NYE!

So honestly wonders.... Meh, I'm American. I know it's tradition to not drink until after the bells here but I've never known a Scotsman / woman not to drink before the bells. Think that's more of an old tradition. I plan on getting on it tonight tbh! Then again, my NYE is going to consist of work, kids, and BL and FB. Yes people, I live the wild life. I'm too tired, ill and possibly broke ( not really, I've got plenty in saving but haven't checked my bank account since early December! )

The only thing I'll miss is my New years kiss. :( Well, I can take comfort in kissing my kids on the cheek and getting massive cuddles. Can't wait to celebrate NYE next year. I'll get a proper kiss!
 
Just wish Raasy would start posting again as he did have some fun posrs n I miss n care about him. EADD isn't the same with Raas it just isn't.

Less of that. Who's out for new years? Even if I didn't have lilvibe don't think I'd want to go out as it's all changed n gone OTT since millenium. Years people had fun NYE dressing up etc now it's all about how much people can charge at the door, charging a ruckload per drink n fighting. Much better to stay in or go to / organise a home-party where yoi know one another n it will be a nice, cheap night n you're going to go home with your body parts attached hahaha :D

Sadie said:
The only thing I'll miss is my New years kiss. :( Well, I can take comfort in kissing my kids on the cheek and getting massive cuddles. Can't wait to celebrate NYE next year. I'll get a proper kiss!
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You n shamz need to learn to astral project :D - plenty of kissing then with no restrictions hahaha

Evey
 
LDR? What's that an acronym for? ....

Ohbof course long distance relationship good lord I'm a tit hahaha :D That musta been hard. Was itnwith who you are now? If so, it's goof it all worked out. I was in a LDR with my daughter's father. In some ways it was nice as had best or both worlds but the emotional turmoil was hell. I'm afraid of loss n was petrified every time I'd leave it would be the last. There's be the rollacoaster of feeling excited at seeing him; at travelling on the train there - then while I was there I'd have this knot in my tummy
That I'd lose him, would get real emotiomal n then wash, rinse, repeat.

Nine months thinking we were going to be a family, preparing home together to have my world smashed to smitherines when lilvibe was gone. I still haven't got over that loss which probably makes me look a wuss. I became angry at the world after that; every day for five long years. Wouldn't wish that anger on anyone I certainly would not five years of it on anyome through grieving for a life I was meant to havenn lost.

When I seenppl full of anger n lashing out at the world I wantnto help then find peace becausevno one should feel anger likebthat inside. How the FUCK have I gone from LDR to anger? I'm going to fkn be cursing 3-fpm. I imagine the whole of EADD already has me on ignore n I don't flipping blame them hahaha

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
LDR? What's that an acronym for? ....

Ohbof course long distance relationship good lord I'm a tit hahaha :D That musta been hard. Was itnwith who you are now? If so, it's goof it all worked out. I was in a LDR with my daughter's father. In some ways it was nice as had best or both worlds but the emotional turmoil was hell. I'm afraid of loss n was petrified every time I'd leave it would be the last. There's be the rollacoaster of feeling excited at seeing him; at travelling on the train there - then while I was there I'd have this knot in my tummy
That I'd lose him, would get real emotiomal n then wash, rinse, repeat.

Nine months thinking we were going to be a family, preparing home together to have my world smashed to smitherines when lilvibe was gone. I still haven't got over that loss which probably makes me look a wuss. I became angry at the world after that; every day for five long years. Wouldn't wish that anger on anyone I certainly would not five years of it on anyome through grieving for a life I was meant to havenn lost.

When I seenppl full of anger n lashing out at the world I wantnto help then find peace becausevno one should feel anger likebthat inside. How the FUCK have I gone from LDR to anger? I'm going to fkn be cursing 3-fpm. I imagine the whole of EADD already has me on ignore n I don't flipping blame them hahaha

Evey
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It was with my current BF, we were both working in different countries so could only really get together every other month or so. Yes it was really difficult as you have all the attachments of a relationship without any of the fun, but you also have none of the freedom of being single etc. I don't think anyone would think your a wuss about missing somebody that you thought you were going to spend your life with, Lilvibe father etc but there comes a time in your life when you have to give yourself a break and stop holding onto the what 'could' have been etc.
 
I hope my year is better than that of any of you cunts'.

A nice hangover tomorrow, some burst blood vessels in my face, and a bokey shoe should get it rolling :D

Enjoy your nights and stay safe because I'm heading to the danger zone %)
 
bastards! I'm sick with a chest infection!!! Probably gonna get sacked knowing my boss... Happy fukkin new year peoples! PEACE OUT!

Okay, I might be feeling shite on multiple levels but I really do wish you all a great new year. Happiness is never a bad thing. Go out and enjoy! All my love to you all.
 
Christ it's soon out of sight and out of mind on here. :p

Even Evey has already forgotten about me. 8o I know I've gone from being a permanent fixture on here to spending about 10 minutes a week but I would still like to wish everyone that I have enjoyed chatting to on here over the years a Happy New Year.
 
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