Greetings, I am a junky.

[TheSpoonyBard]

Hello to all reading. My name is Jeremy and I am a junky. I am addicted to opiate pharms, and lately a budding cocaine addiction. I have tried many different illicit substances(heroin, PCP, Nitrous, Fentanyl) and have done some regrettable things to obtain my fixes at times. I am a closet junky. I hide my usage from everyone, especially my wife. I have an 8 month old daughter who is simply amazing, but I cannot fully appreciate being her father. I was diagnosed as a manic depressive and I self medicate as often as possible. I have been using since I was 16 years old and am now 1 month from my 30th birthday. I first started using when I dabbled in my father's Vicodin, and Tranxene scripts, and really ramped up usage after I discovered the "wonder drug" Oxycontin. I really need to talk to someone that may be able to help me through this time. I am tired of hiding and being "alone". I have hit my rock bottom..

 

[Kurrupt]

Welcome to BL

Check out The Dark Side while your here, you'll find alot of caring and supportive people ready to help you anyway they can.

Enjoy your stay!

 

[TheSpoonyBard]

Thanks for the advice. I will indeed check it out. I love the avatar btw. Green Beauty!

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Welcome

Go to the psychiatrist for some medicine for bipolar disorder, I hope one day you do appreciate being a father fully.

I'm sure you do to a certain degree now. Just make sure you're at least there for her when she needs you. Your wife is counting on you too.

Welcome to Bluelight! We've all hit rock bottom at least once here.