for all you hataz out there, i took all 3 tabs hopped on the bus shit was starting to kick in by the time i got to 6th street, found a decent club, it was all hip hoppy but i didn't see any ravey clubs in walking distance from bus stop, never been clubbing out here so i dont even know if there is one on 6th street. started dancing, started tripping hard, even though it wasnt as techno-y as i like when im rolling, the bass was rocking my body, and honestly i like hip hop either way so it was cool. danced with a couple chicks, i dont really know any actual dances so i was just groping them to the music, after about 3 songs i got this sexy ass mexican chick, ive never been with a latina, so i was very excited haha.
we did a couple dances making out hardcore she was obviously drunk, i told her i was rolling and not 21, she didn't give a fuck she said she likes fucking rolling guys. i screamed score in my head.
Did a couple more dances i had my hand in her pants rubbing her clit. and i told her, while biting at her ear straight up that ive never fucked a mexican girl, told her that she was fucking sexy and i'd love for her to be my first latina.
Then said we should go to my place, we were basicially fucking in the cab, stopped and got some beer, she is now putting on my gfs bathing suit while im typing this then going to the apartment pool.
I realize my op was lame as fuck, but i was high as shit and totally over planning stuff haha. straight up i got no game when sober, me and my gf first hooked up when we were rolling and fell in love over the course of winter break, with mucho ecstasy involved. but i did it way way to much for like 3 months straight and made her kinda anti x, did long distance for like a year and half, i kinda started feeling like i wasn't ready for a relationship this serious, i live with her and straight up feel like im married, but she went out of town this weekend, i couldnt go cause i gotta work alot this weekend.
im not really sure if i want to end it, she's my first like real love, but i have mixed feelings about it. seeing as this is my first relationship, im kinda learing what i do want, and do want in a relationship.
but really, i kinda just want to be single, i like to party more then she does now, and i like to do x occasionally, i learned my lesson about doing way to many tabs way to often, shit makes you go broke and when you basically dont eat or sleep and run off ecstasy for a few months, i dont know if this is the standard reaction, but when i ran out, i was basically curled into a ball in my hallway having the worst come down i ever fucking had, couldnt eat, couldnt sleep, had major anxiety and it was way worse if i was ANYWHERE, bed, couch, infront fo tv anything besides my hallway.
Lost my job because i couldnt get the fuck out of my hallway, admitadly i deserved to be fired, was the night manager and for about 3 months i went to work with no sleep, no food, only felt good enough to go to work if i popped a few tabs befor, and a few when i got home.
That fucked me over. I was making bank there getting 10/hour working 60-70 hours a week, like 8 hours every day on week days, and usually open-close on weekends, only reason i could do it is probably cause i was fucked up all day every day, and i worked with some of my best friends who would party with me every night when we got off work.
i was getting like 1600 every other week, spent every dime on rent and ecstasy, and weed. my roommate made good money to but he was a major crack addict and alcoholic, and spent every dime he had on crack and booze.
Lost my job, lost my money, lost my apartment. to much x ruins lives yo. and that was like a year and half ago, i dont roll nearly as often at all, but my tolerance is still fucked.
lady just loaded and bowl and is changed bout to swimming, peace hataz.
fuck i typed that shit so fast i dont even know why i saiid that shit wtf, haha ecstasy
yall shouldnt doubt, i know i aint got know game sober, im just kinda shy when im sober, when im rolling or on some xannies or some shit like that i just say it how it is, and if the chicks are fucked up and dtf telling em you'll fuck em good and get em into it its a set deal, rolling balls or not some bitches dont give a fuck.
and atx is after all, a football town with a partying problem, so there are plenty college bitches who dont have time for a bf with school and work and are just looking for a good one night stand
why the fuck am i stilll typing?!?!?!?!?!?
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