feellikeshit
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 1, 2016
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- 3
oooooo I have only done meth a few times and I really over did it a little over a week ago I was drunk as shit and decided to do some shit. I snorted a line and threw up shortly after, had to lay down and then got up and felt awesome. I proceeded to stay awake for the next 3 days and 3 nights and do more meth. By the 3rd night I was loosing my mind completely and had a lot of auditory hallucinations. It was seriously petrifying. I layed in my bed listening to them for like 6 hours until I finally fell asleep. I slept like 2 full days and I still feel like shit. When will I feel normal again? What can I do to help a little? I'm super depressed, i get crying spells, im tired all the time, I get these weird brain zap thing, I can't think propert, the list goes on and on. I know I did this to myself and I'm never using that bullshit again. But does anyone have any advice for me? :'/ I've even been getting some scary suicidal thoughts that I know I won't act on but should I put myself in the hospital or what. I don't want to I want to ride it out but fuck its already been like 4 days since I last did it.