Goddamn You

[Mysticalis]

Goddamn you
I worked so hard to repair myself
I thought I was rid of you
Apparently I didn't work hard enough
Goddamn you
You had to walk right in
You had to go off and kiss me the way you did
You had to hook me in again
Goddamn you
I had happiness
I had stability and love
Now you threw me into a world of chaos and confusion
Goddamn me
For being so stupid
For not stopping you
For not doing a good enough job of purging you
Goddamn me
I'm so confused and so enraged
My happiness is falling apart
And I'm torn between two that I love
Goddamn you
Why did you do this?
Why did I let you?
Why is this swarming dark chaos back?
Goddamn me
I can never do things right
I'm retreating once again
To be alone again
Goddamn you
You broke down everything I built
You shattered my keystone
With just one goddamn kiss
Goddamn me
I'm going mad
Torn apart by emotion
Torn apart by past and future
Goddamn me
I'm now in my island
Furiously sorting myself
Away from infuence
Goddamn you
You you broke me down
Goddamn you
I'm reconstructing again

 

[cherub]

please get a hold of me on aim asap !
[This message has been edited by cherub (edited 18 December 2000).]

 

[Get Up Kid]

I feel the same way... one kiss can do it :'(
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Feel the noise... dont stop

 

[Rolling_On_Doves]

Dude...I hope everything gets better

...I've been there.

 

[Crow]

I know that feeling, you must remain strong.

 

[*SWeeT-e*]

Don't let the past destroy your future...please. That's one I'm having to learn for myself too...god it's so fucking hard.
~kimmy.

 

[Mysticalis]

Thanks *Sweet-E*
It's all been worked out, and I feel stronger coming out of this. Thanks to all of you who responded, especially you, Cindi

You've all been the best.
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Mysticalis, Angel of Mystery
"Come with me to a world of transcendent joy."

 

[cherub]

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Kimmy you truly rawk girl ::mwah:::