Dedinside81
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 15, 2022
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- 6
Hey guys! Glad to find this site. Just turned 41 (OLD AF) and I found love SECOND time (99-2005 last time) true love. .. the kind that never judges or puts you down. Got your back 100 % - you’re excited to laugh about something. As insignificant as a pineapple shirt or word gape gloves lol - fucker got in car accident, Hooked in fetty - dr wouldn’t prescribe him pain meds. Lawyers sent him for injections that would wear off eventually- we fell asleep holding one another 3/20. Woke up to piss , he wasn’t in bed - not unusual. Maybe making a fucking Digorno at 3am He smoked meth but slept usually and functional. I digress-
Yawned , wiped, looked over and saw the foil on counter - heart dropped. Powder - fucking Asshole woke up , smoked fetty and all I saw were his feet on ground on other side of bed - 9!yr son asleep o in his room) I yelled screamed , narcan, tried to lift him up - “baby please please please you promised to grow older with me don’t do this!!”
. the gurgling sound always in my head - vomit all over and coming up - I was hopeful while on 911 call entire time , that meant he would be ok. They rushed in, moved furniture downstairs , and laid him out and had his heart on a machine - after 45 minutes. They said “I’m sorry “ fuck! My heart is broken life is so fucked up- my FIRST LOVE. i made him leave because I caught him using heroin after we lost our first child 6 months pregnant in-and the violence soon. followed-that was my first fucking BFF who got me. - I was freshly out of hs and wasn’t versed in heroin scene. Few months and rehab pass and then I get a call he hung him self. At the beach - I was left to raise a 4/5 year old girls the rest of my life. So yeah I party- shroom- weed maybe once a month- Fuck opioids or benzos- I do smoke speed to Keep up with life and single mom life. Nothing like gang bang orgies or teeth falling out, or making a teleport booth out of dryer parts 2am- just my take I don’t judge ANYONE everyone has a past - but God if there was one is dead to me now. Just life my bff kris is now. He was dead before this incident. Fetty stole his soul
Listen to AFI Gos Called In Sick Today. Party on friends but love harder than you party-
Yawned , wiped, looked over and saw the foil on counter - heart dropped. Powder - fucking Asshole woke up , smoked fetty and all I saw were his feet on ground on other side of bed - 9!yr son asleep o in his room) I yelled screamed , narcan, tried to lift him up - “baby please please please you promised to grow older with me don’t do this!!”
. the gurgling sound always in my head - vomit all over and coming up - I was hopeful while on 911 call entire time , that meant he would be ok. They rushed in, moved furniture downstairs , and laid him out and had his heart on a machine - after 45 minutes. They said “I’m sorry “ fuck! My heart is broken life is so fucked up- my FIRST LOVE. i made him leave because I caught him using heroin after we lost our first child 6 months pregnant in-and the violence soon. followed-that was my first fucking BFF who got me. - I was freshly out of hs and wasn’t versed in heroin scene. Few months and rehab pass and then I get a call he hung him self. At the beach - I was left to raise a 4/5 year old girls the rest of my life. So yeah I party- shroom- weed maybe once a month- Fuck opioids or benzos- I do smoke speed to Keep up with life and single mom life. Nothing like gang bang orgies or teeth falling out, or making a teleport booth out of dryer parts 2am- just my take I don’t judge ANYONE everyone has a past - but God if there was one is dead to me now. Just life my bff kris is now. He was dead before this incident. Fetty stole his soul
Listen to AFI Gos Called In Sick Today. Party on friends but love harder than you party-
