BrdWithHats
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 16, 2024
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- 10
Hey yall! First BL post ever and I’m excited to finally say something after being a lurker for a couple years!
So recently I got in to see a real psychiatrist after fighting to find one accepting new patients for a good year to or so, and the appointment ended with me started fluoxetine and trazodone for my various mental issues. My GP has been handling all of my psych meds and seriously fucking it up, so I’m glad that I can see someone who’s an expert in the field. Im currently a month sober from my drugs of choice (mainly coke and speed, but I would try pretty much anything at least once) but I still smoke weed to help me get to sleep. I’m hoping that with the trazodone, I’ll actually be able to fall asleep and stop smoking to do so! However, I also don’t know if quitting weed so quickly will be too much too soon after quitting the harder stuff, and preventing a full relapse is the main goal for me rn. To be perfectly honest, I have very little faith that either of these medications will work for me considering all of my previous meds (Celexa, Paxil, Vistaril, Wellbutrin, AND Cymbalta) haven’t made a dent in my depression/anxiety, on top of causing side effects. Other than that, I live in the Midwest United States and I’m a visual artist of all mediums and I’m currently really into Charli XCX’s new album, Brat. In addition I’m in recovery for an ED and love to connect with others in the same boat as I am. The road to recovery is long and treacherous, but so very worth it! It’s good to meet you!
So recently I got in to see a real psychiatrist after fighting to find one accepting new patients for a good year to or so, and the appointment ended with me started fluoxetine and trazodone for my various mental issues. My GP has been handling all of my psych meds and seriously fucking it up, so I’m glad that I can see someone who’s an expert in the field. Im currently a month sober from my drugs of choice (mainly coke and speed, but I would try pretty much anything at least once) but I still smoke weed to help me get to sleep. I’m hoping that with the trazodone, I’ll actually be able to fall asleep and stop smoking to do so! However, I also don’t know if quitting weed so quickly will be too much too soon after quitting the harder stuff, and preventing a full relapse is the main goal for me rn. To be perfectly honest, I have very little faith that either of these medications will work for me considering all of my previous meds (Celexa, Paxil, Vistaril, Wellbutrin, AND Cymbalta) haven’t made a dent in my depression/anxiety, on top of causing side effects. Other than that, I live in the Midwest United States and I’m a visual artist of all mediums and I’m currently really into Charli XCX’s new album, Brat. In addition I’m in recovery for an ED and love to connect with others in the same boat as I am. The road to recovery is long and treacherous, but so very worth it! It’s good to meet you!