Hi there -- I'm 20 years old now and from the time I was 15 until now I've done basically every drug you can name at least once. I currently drink habitually and sometimes while I'm drunk I will cave in and end up buying and doing blow or mdma. I've begun to have intense anxiety over my current and past drug use and the state of my health as I get older. I used to do cocaine semi - frequently from the ages of 18-19 although I was never an every day user, it definitely was an almost every weekend thing for a few months. I stopped this because I became worried about pain in my chest when I would use. That pain has since stopped. I still use it from time to time although it has slowed down. Same goes for mdma, except I've been using that since 16. I have now decided I will never use mdma or cocaine ever again for they are no longer fun and the detrimental effects are making themselves more clear.
My question is if I cut out drugs and begin living a healthier life style is it too late for me to become healthy and live a long (ish) life? I am pretty upset with myself and worry that I have done irreversible damage to my heart and brain in my adolescence.
Does anyone have any advice or words of wisdom about the mid and long term effects of drug use on overall life and health over the years?
My question is if I cut out drugs and begin living a healthier life style is it too late for me to become healthy and live a long (ish) life? I am pretty upset with myself and worry that I have done irreversible damage to my heart and brain in my adolescence.
Does anyone have any advice or words of wisdom about the mid and long term effects of drug use on overall life and health over the years?