Chris Timothy
Bluelighter
Hi everybody,
A lot has happened lately, all a bit too crazy to easily publically report on. It's given multiple people the impression I'm just aimlessly fucking around again.. which is understandable and fine, and also doesn't really need to be addressed, as I've been getting signs from the universe it's time to shift focus from the inner to the outer, now I've got enough meta-information about my defunct brain structures to be able to work around them.
Basically I've got a year time to transfer a beer belly into muscle. It's a bit dizzying to think about as it's been such an alien concept to me. Budget is tight as always, but can be conceivably worked around, depending. 100 bucks a month is doable (normally my drug budget), change in diet should be able to be arranged separately.
I'm posting this in PD for a couple of reasons. I know many of you have the knowledge I seek, and y'all have some sense of how much of a noob I am on this and where I therefore best start.. and I am of course interested in the chemical angle. I already know about creatine, but it gives me a worse renal load than the dissociatives, so I might wanna skip that one. Any other tricks though would be welcome. Also if there's any psychedelic that goes well with muscle building, I wanna know about it. Dissociatives improve bodily connection as well funnily enough, but they kill appetite, and forcefeeding oneself after exercise is darn tedious.
About the purely physical part: during my keto year I've build affinity with it. Running around was no problem, I got to about 80 pushups (in sets) every other day at some point, done weighted squads, and some situps. Ever since being back on sugar, caffeine and weed, performance has like halved, I guess because caffeine facilitates ignoring breathing technique, and it's hard to generally care on weed. But I'm relying on caffeine to get work done, so that one's here to stay. Anyway, my point is I'd rather expand on the DIY activities, rather than blowing money on a gym membership.
If it's too off-topic feel free to close the thread and I'll do my own research. I just figured it would be fun to involve y'all.
CT
A lot has happened lately, all a bit too crazy to easily publically report on. It's given multiple people the impression I'm just aimlessly fucking around again.. which is understandable and fine, and also doesn't really need to be addressed, as I've been getting signs from the universe it's time to shift focus from the inner to the outer, now I've got enough meta-information about my defunct brain structures to be able to work around them.
Basically I've got a year time to transfer a beer belly into muscle. It's a bit dizzying to think about as it's been such an alien concept to me. Budget is tight as always, but can be conceivably worked around, depending. 100 bucks a month is doable (normally my drug budget), change in diet should be able to be arranged separately.
I'm posting this in PD for a couple of reasons. I know many of you have the knowledge I seek, and y'all have some sense of how much of a noob I am on this and where I therefore best start.. and I am of course interested in the chemical angle. I already know about creatine, but it gives me a worse renal load than the dissociatives, so I might wanna skip that one. Any other tricks though would be welcome. Also if there's any psychedelic that goes well with muscle building, I wanna know about it. Dissociatives improve bodily connection as well funnily enough, but they kill appetite, and forcefeeding oneself after exercise is darn tedious.
About the purely physical part: during my keto year I've build affinity with it. Running around was no problem, I got to about 80 pushups (in sets) every other day at some point, done weighted squads, and some situps. Ever since being back on sugar, caffeine and weed, performance has like halved, I guess because caffeine facilitates ignoring breathing technique, and it's hard to generally care on weed. But I'm relying on caffeine to get work done, so that one's here to stay. Anyway, my point is I'd rather expand on the DIY activities, rather than blowing money on a gym membership.
If it's too off-topic feel free to close the thread and I'll do my own research. I just figured it would be fun to involve y'all.

CT