ever since i've been depressed my anxiety interferes with how i live my life and really affects my productiveness. on top of that, i have a stutter (or stammer) which brings on more anxiety. i live in a world of fear, not being sure what i want to say/do/be. i dont recognize my identity most of the time.... but when i take xanax everything is absolutely great. my life is finally MANAGEABLE, i am clear minded, decisive, and i am the person i want to be deep down. im finally comfortable with myself and i believe that i actually need to be prescribed xanax.
when i take it, i take a low recreational dose. usually .5mg or 1mg.. just to take the edge off.
now i have a few questions about getting a script;
1) who do i speak to directly about acquiring a script? a psychiatrist?
2) should tell them that i've taken the drug recreationally and this is what i actually need?
3) would an MD not feel comfortable giving xanax to an 18 year old, thinking im gonna sell it?
when i take it, i take a low recreational dose. usually .5mg or 1mg.. just to take the edge off.
now i have a few questions about getting a script;
1) who do i speak to directly about acquiring a script? a psychiatrist?
2) should tell them that i've taken the drug recreationally and this is what i actually need?
3) would an MD not feel comfortable giving xanax to an 18 year old, thinking im gonna sell it?
