Harambulus
Greenlighter
Ok, so I'm a very paranoid person and always cycle incessantly through worst case scenarios. I know long term no drugs are best for me however I get an itch every few months so I'm gradually working on weening myself off them and getting more productive pursuits.
You think taking downers would stop the anxiety but like last time for instance I began 'fighting' the effect of some etizolam I took cos I hadn't had it before and was afraid to go to sleep 'just in case'. This was more an issue of it being a new drug in my system than anything else I think since I wasn't sure what to expect and wanted to be awake when it hit even though I was fucking tired at the time. I do still get that worry tho when taking downers in general after having had other substances. Other worries include 'what if I am still stimulated and when the current stim wears off the downer will cause some 'bad effect'.
So could ppl tell me the safety margins of these things and going to sleep on them after stims but also after having been drinking in the day?
Thats the thing whenever I take stims I usually/always like to drink. If I take a straight dopa I'd drink tons however I'm not into just dopa action anymore so heavy drinking isnt really an issue. I will have some dopa action and some serotonin of various rcs- very moderate amounts and prob drink a whole bottle of wine maximum throughout the day (from between maybe 11 am to 6pm or so). So I prob wouldnt have been drinking for like 3+ hours before taking any downers to sleep.
Is this still safe even though the alcohol is in my system?
I'd only take as little as required to allow me to sleep. I know loads of ppl must do way more drugs and more elaborate concoctions than me and are ok but I want to hear some more solid confirmation of this from others.
I remember around a year ago when I was more reckless I deliberately tried taking diazepam with alcohol to 'see what would happen'. Effects were that I blacked out for a time and I could def feel the inebriating effects of both whereas other times when I've taken a downer hours after the alcohol wears off 1st I haven't noticed this so Im thinking youd probably 'feel it' if they were interacting? Rereading through my TR on that recently I was shocked I would do such a stupid thing so guess it's a good indicator I've matured significantly since then.
Also what are the 'upper safety margins' for such things so perhaps it would put my mind at ease?
For my next trips the downer in question would be zopiclone as I got some recently from doc after begging him for something to get rid of my insomnia after a recent bad comedown >_< but also would like to know about etizolam as that is the one that is freely available atm.
You think taking downers would stop the anxiety but like last time for instance I began 'fighting' the effect of some etizolam I took cos I hadn't had it before and was afraid to go to sleep 'just in case'. This was more an issue of it being a new drug in my system than anything else I think since I wasn't sure what to expect and wanted to be awake when it hit even though I was fucking tired at the time. I do still get that worry tho when taking downers in general after having had other substances. Other worries include 'what if I am still stimulated and when the current stim wears off the downer will cause some 'bad effect'.
So could ppl tell me the safety margins of these things and going to sleep on them after stims but also after having been drinking in the day?
Thats the thing whenever I take stims I usually/always like to drink. If I take a straight dopa I'd drink tons however I'm not into just dopa action anymore so heavy drinking isnt really an issue. I will have some dopa action and some serotonin of various rcs- very moderate amounts and prob drink a whole bottle of wine maximum throughout the day (from between maybe 11 am to 6pm or so). So I prob wouldnt have been drinking for like 3+ hours before taking any downers to sleep.
Is this still safe even though the alcohol is in my system?
I'd only take as little as required to allow me to sleep. I know loads of ppl must do way more drugs and more elaborate concoctions than me and are ok but I want to hear some more solid confirmation of this from others.
I remember around a year ago when I was more reckless I deliberately tried taking diazepam with alcohol to 'see what would happen'. Effects were that I blacked out for a time and I could def feel the inebriating effects of both whereas other times when I've taken a downer hours after the alcohol wears off 1st I haven't noticed this so Im thinking youd probably 'feel it' if they were interacting? Rereading through my TR on that recently I was shocked I would do such a stupid thing so guess it's a good indicator I've matured significantly since then.
Also what are the 'upper safety margins' for such things so perhaps it would put my mind at ease?
For my next trips the downer in question would be zopiclone as I got some recently from doc after begging him for something to get rid of my insomnia after a recent bad comedown >_< but also would like to know about etizolam as that is the one that is freely available atm.
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