AndroidsDreamofBTC
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I haven't been addicted to anything for almost 16 months. Prior to this I had a very serious habit for two years that almost cost me my BA diploma. To some extent that period in life is still haunting me as it has severely undermined the opportunities that are available to me atm. When I was addicted, I was a complete fuckup. I didn't care about anything other than getting high. I still went to class, but I did the bare minimum. My whole life consisted of being high and being depressed when I was not high. It was living hell.
While I am a lot more functional now and I don't abuse substances on weekdays (typically), I've realized that I am "functionality addicted" to alcohol. Every weekend I get hammered to the point of stupidity. I do some very strange and fucked up things when I am hammered. Multiple people have told me that I am lot better person when I am not on anything (this applies to mostly to alc/MDMA, I act pretty normal when I am stoned). It's gotten to the point where I don't even enjoy getting hammered and then being hungover the whole day.
And generally, I am realizing that I don't even enjoy the "party animal" lifestyle anymore. I want to develop as an individual and be around people who I am comfortable with even when I am sober.
What are your best tips about hanging out with other "party animals" and not drinking? I am planning to generally party less, but I would like to keep in touch with certain people and to go parties once in a while.
While I am a lot more functional now and I don't abuse substances on weekdays (typically), I've realized that I am "functionality addicted" to alcohol. Every weekend I get hammered to the point of stupidity. I do some very strange and fucked up things when I am hammered. Multiple people have told me that I am lot better person when I am not on anything (this applies to mostly to alc/MDMA, I act pretty normal when I am stoned). It's gotten to the point where I don't even enjoy getting hammered and then being hungover the whole day.
And generally, I am realizing that I don't even enjoy the "party animal" lifestyle anymore. I want to develop as an individual and be around people who I am comfortable with even when I am sober.
What are your best tips about hanging out with other "party animals" and not drinking? I am planning to generally party less, but I would like to keep in touch with certain people and to go parties once in a while.
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