So there was this 2 day massive a few days ago in socal, and it was my first 2 day event so I wasn't really prepared for it at all (in terms of recovery/ scheduling which drugs to take which day)
Last I rolled was a month prior
So first day I popped 5 pokes ( i knew people who popped like 6 or 7 too), had an awesome time, and could fall asleep that night, and to my surprise slept for like 6 hrs that night.
So then I wake up and eat a footlong subway sandwhich (which probably diminished my roll)
Anyways next night comes, I pop 5 more pokes by 8, and a hit of acid near 11.
Regarding the rolls, first I popped 2, and didn't feel anything after 2 hrs, so I popped 3 more and then felt a minor roll
When the acid hit me, I was too drained to appreciate or remember much of anything, but it felt as if I was rolling for the first time ever.
Even tho I was really drained, I still felt an intense magic blissful feeling just like my first roll
So the acid kind of hit me in a weird way. I couldn't really talk to anyone and was totally absorbed in my own head (as if almost everyone was a stranger)
So now last night I started having these massive brain zaps (like literally I had to stop myself or else I would start convulsing/ having a seizure)
and heard random sounds being made in my head.
I realize now that I totally did the drugs in the worst possible, dosage, order, and condition
The sounds were extremely loud warped computer glitchy type sounds and also random parts of songs that I never heard before (or maybe heard them at the massive but forgot them since)
Is this a sign of brain damage or something?
Usually i get brain zaps, but never this intense and yesterday I was pretty scared that I would convulse or something.
This experience pretty much put me off of MDMA, or at least 1-3 pills / month max
Is there anything I should do to get rid of the brain zaps?
Last I rolled was a month prior
So first day I popped 5 pokes ( i knew people who popped like 6 or 7 too), had an awesome time, and could fall asleep that night, and to my surprise slept for like 6 hrs that night.
So then I wake up and eat a footlong subway sandwhich (which probably diminished my roll)
Anyways next night comes, I pop 5 more pokes by 8, and a hit of acid near 11.
Regarding the rolls, first I popped 2, and didn't feel anything after 2 hrs, so I popped 3 more and then felt a minor roll
When the acid hit me, I was too drained to appreciate or remember much of anything, but it felt as if I was rolling for the first time ever.
Even tho I was really drained, I still felt an intense magic blissful feeling just like my first roll
So the acid kind of hit me in a weird way. I couldn't really talk to anyone and was totally absorbed in my own head (as if almost everyone was a stranger)
So now last night I started having these massive brain zaps (like literally I had to stop myself or else I would start convulsing/ having a seizure)
and heard random sounds being made in my head.
I realize now that I totally did the drugs in the worst possible, dosage, order, and condition
The sounds were extremely loud warped computer glitchy type sounds and also random parts of songs that I never heard before (or maybe heard them at the massive but forgot them since)
Is this a sign of brain damage or something?
Usually i get brain zaps, but never this intense and yesterday I was pretty scared that I would convulse or something.
This experience pretty much put me off of MDMA, or at least 1-3 pills / month max
Is there anything I should do to get rid of the brain zaps?