Friends?

[sunEdltye]

Sure you talk to me at school,
But when do you call? Write? Laugh with me?
You all love knowing me, my life, a life you never experianced, but do you guys let me close to you?
I had my best friend shit on me for his GF and my other friends leave me because of my drugs, how do you think your making it "better" for me now?
You guys go out, you dont invite me, and i sit at home, smoking pot. When asked what I do you guys get all scared. Drugs may be bad but so is loneliness.
I give up, I dont want to be around you people anymore. I dont need you guys to survive. You all live in such a fake world were everything has to be perfect, I live in a world were I experiance. Fuck, you guys haven't even went to LA! You see homeless people and make fun, you see a kid that doesn't dress as nice as you and you get scared. Fuck you guys. Your all perfect for each other, so i hope you guys live happy.
I have my friends, sure they might be screen names, they might live 500 miles away, but I'm more proud to call them my friends then I am to say i know you guys.
Alast, people wonder why i care so much about myself. It isn't because i'm concieted or self centered, but it's because i'm all i got

Evan

 

[ice-9]

shit man, that's tough. You're right about your "friends" though. If they cannot accept you in your entirety then they shouldn't even be your friends in the first place.
Keep ya head up man.
((Hug))
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"If you wanna win the revolution, you 'ave to win it with rasta. You cannot win no other way, cuz if you win 'nother way, you gon' fight agin. Wit rasta, no more war."
--Bob Marley

 

[cherub]

evan,
So many times, it is hard as you are growning up to define friends and what true friends are ,, what you thought is what not really is,,,, and truth always stand true,
I love hun, keep your chin up, you too awesome of a person not too.
cherub
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