oswald1963
Greenlighter
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- Jul 8, 2010
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A little while back while I was still reckless and a dumbass. I had a close friend almost die right in front of me. It was me, my friend R, and my friend S. Well my friend R convinced us to try his anti depressants, but we didnt know that our friend S has wierd reactions to it and apparently he didnt know either.
So we downed a few lines of it (I know it dosent do anything but we were being idiots) and my friend S started to act weird. I was having thoughts of suicide and apparently so was he, but much worse. We ended up in S's room and he is getting worse and worse. Eventually he runs out of his house and is running screaming down the middle of the street. I grab him after he runs head on into a truck as he is screaming his ass off. I calm him down but hes still having convulsions. We were near a hospital and were lucky enough to have a doctor near us who was evaluating him and trying to help him before the ambulance came.
They took him away and he turned out fine, but I never really hung out with him after just out of sheer guilt. Since then I have grown up and stopped hanging out with irresponsible people.
I felt bad but put it out of my mind until I got the call from my insurance that ive been approved for my psych appointment for anxiety, and that they pre approved me for anti depressants. After I heard that I had this rush of fear that shit like that was going to happen to me since I had thoughts of suicide on it. I dont know what to tell the psych and right now just thinking about it is making me sick
does anyone know anything about this? Ive gotten vague reports on the internet about this happening to people but not as bad as what happened to my friend. Im just terrified about this happening to me and if I should even try any anti depressants ever again. Please dont flame me I know it was stupid but we were being dumb and it wasnt even my idea I was just going along with idiots which I know gets a lot of people into trouble
So we downed a few lines of it (I know it dosent do anything but we were being idiots) and my friend S started to act weird. I was having thoughts of suicide and apparently so was he, but much worse. We ended up in S's room and he is getting worse and worse. Eventually he runs out of his house and is running screaming down the middle of the street. I grab him after he runs head on into a truck as he is screaming his ass off. I calm him down but hes still having convulsions. We were near a hospital and were lucky enough to have a doctor near us who was evaluating him and trying to help him before the ambulance came.
They took him away and he turned out fine, but I never really hung out with him after just out of sheer guilt. Since then I have grown up and stopped hanging out with irresponsible people.
I felt bad but put it out of my mind until I got the call from my insurance that ive been approved for my psych appointment for anxiety, and that they pre approved me for anti depressants. After I heard that I had this rush of fear that shit like that was going to happen to me since I had thoughts of suicide on it. I dont know what to tell the psych and right now just thinking about it is making me sick

does anyone know anything about this? Ive gotten vague reports on the internet about this happening to people but not as bad as what happened to my friend. Im just terrified about this happening to me and if I should even try any anti depressants ever again. Please dont flame me I know it was stupid but we were being dumb and it wasnt even my idea I was just going along with idiots which I know gets a lot of people into trouble