Fragmented

[Mysticalis]

Ahhhh..... here I sit
A broken hovel of my former self
Pouring away my life in a shot glass
When was the last time I was here?
I believe it was this summer
And the time before that?
Last winter, and the summer before
Wow
Seems almost cyclic
Come here my friends
Mr. Daniels, Mr. Morgan, Mr. Adams
You've all been here with me
Helping me to drown my sorrows away
Helping me to wash away my pains
With Ms. Mary Jane Greene and her magic mushrooms
And Mr. Turquoise and his tasty gel drops
And Dr. Fade and her soothing painkillers
Just give me some more of your intoxicating touch, my friends
I'm addicted to your friendship
Make me forget what the hell brought me here
Knock me out and serve me up to the next round in this cycle
Maybe the next time around it won't be so bad
Maybe I'll be more numb to the pains
So I won't have to depend on your efforts
To cheer my fragmented self
Or maybe I'll be down for the count
And I'll fight no longer

 

[DJ Cypha]

that's kinda scary....now don't flame if i got the wrong message, but it seems like you're either addicted, or dependant on all the things aforementioned...don't do that to yourself. i can tell by your words that you have alot of self control and strength, but your letting all that alcohol and drugs get the best of it. just stay strong, cause you know you are. if you need someone to talk to, or someone to listen to you....i got ya back.

 

[Mellabopper]

wow... all i have to say is that this poem made me quite sad... i see a lot of people do this to themselves - rely on substances to get them through shitty times... i mean yeah, it is a nice getaway, but when it becomes a habit and problematic, it should really be controlled. i hope times look up for you
Mellabopper
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animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
"damn the man, save the empire!" - empire records
Corruption is key.

 

[cherub]

your words are so hurting hun. Please remember people love you and care about you no matter what. Sometimes the answer is just waiting for you inside. Don't loose yourself too much,, but no matter what life is worth fighting for to stop the insanity of it all.
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen
~I still belive in your eyes~-Gigi D'Agostino
~~~I can be your Wendy, and you can be my Peter Pan. And we can fly to Neverneverland~~~

 

[Mysticalis]

Thank you all for your words of encouragement. I'll remember them as I leave this place for now to battle on my own (that means no intervention, not even from you Cindi). I'll return when I regain my sanity. Until then..... adios.