JohnBoy2000
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I dosed 20 mg ketamine IM last Sunday.
On Thursday, first time in my life, I began to experience hemorrhoids, anal.
They're excrutiatingly painful.
Today, the other psychoactive effects of ketamine began to ware off, so did the hemorrhoids.
Of course via the gut-brain axis gastric function is effected by drug use.
But I had used ket previously, no such issue.
Now it's like my body is saying, "keep this evil away from me".
Drug use can also (methamphetamine especially), elicit bizarre sexual tendencies, like thinking about trannies for some reason;
This seems heavily discussed in "BDD".
This was formerly only apparent on certain drugs, then gradually on more - and now it appears anything which interferes with my neural function = elicits warped sexual tendencies.
They're superficial so I never act on them, but it does cause me to think about them (tranny porn mostly).
I'm 100% heterosexual.
As cognition is mediated through neural function, neural interference = cognitive interference = judgement interference;
I think this is the process.
As per my blog I am implementing a highly refined process of cognition, and since doing so, drug use is now regressive.
Any kind of drug use.
.....
But getting hemorroids, pfffff - I never saw that coming.
On Thursday, first time in my life, I began to experience hemorrhoids, anal.
They're excrutiatingly painful.
Today, the other psychoactive effects of ketamine began to ware off, so did the hemorrhoids.
Of course via the gut-brain axis gastric function is effected by drug use.
But I had used ket previously, no such issue.
Now it's like my body is saying, "keep this evil away from me".
Drug use can also (methamphetamine especially), elicit bizarre sexual tendencies, like thinking about trannies for some reason;
This seems heavily discussed in "BDD".
This was formerly only apparent on certain drugs, then gradually on more - and now it appears anything which interferes with my neural function = elicits warped sexual tendencies.
They're superficial so I never act on them, but it does cause me to think about them (tranny porn mostly).
I'm 100% heterosexual.
As cognition is mediated through neural function, neural interference = cognitive interference = judgement interference;
I think this is the process.
As per my blog I am implementing a highly refined process of cognition, and since doing so, drug use is now regressive.
Any kind of drug use.
.....
But getting hemorroids, pfffff - I never saw that coming.