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For those who care or remember me

zombiesarepeaceful

zombiesarepeaceful

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Some of you may remember me posting in TDS alot in '06 to like, '08 or something. I quit posting as much after that. But everything's gonna be alright now....I've legally changed my gender, name, and have been on hormones for 4 1/2 months and I pass all the time now, and so much has changed it's amazing. Just goes to prove ya...if you want something bad enough, it'll happen one way or another. I'm a stubborn guy...and despite being homeless at one point and shit, it finally happened. I'm as far as I can go without having $6000 for surgery, and I can finally live my life as a normal man...even when I apply for a job now, cause I'm stealth, everything says male and Leo.

For shits and giggles, an updated pic..if you remember what I used to look like, I've changed alot.

<3 you guys...wanted to thank everyone who was there for me and helped me through everything in the past by talking to me and stuff.

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Good for you dude. It just goes to show when someone is determined enough, even being homeless for a time won't stop them. Good luck on getting the 6K together for the surgery.
 
I never really interacted with you, but I certainly remember you :). I'm so glad that things are working out for you. Congratulations (you look great, btw :))
 
Hey ZAP, I've followed your troubles over the years and it makes me really happy to hear that you're finally on the path to happiness. Good for you man :) <3
 
Hey ZaP! Glad to see a happy update!
Panic in Paradise has talked about you a number of times over the last couple years-
You posted in 09 and he has worried about you since you last posted.
He was really glad to see your pic and will likely be posting in here later to say so........
I'm really happy for you finding peace and comfort in your situation now.
I hope that things continue to look up for you!!! <3 :)
 
Well, I wasn't here when you used to post a lot! But I'm glad to see/hear that you're doing well :)
I've got a couple friends on T (pre-op) and like you, they look good! They look....right. Like now they match who I felt like they always were.
Good for you!
 
ZAP bro.... so stoked to see u here as i mentioned in the thread i just saw u on
i remember those couple of years ago we both had many problems. what else can i say, Im happy to see you here n hope u still gots my MSN:)
 
I am really happy for you, that you get to live your life the way you want to. :)

I have seen your posts about various forums (OD, TDS) and you have always been a kind and respectful member to our community.

TDS has always been an amazing place, because it shows just how resilient we all truly are. No matter how unique or troubling our problems are, we all have gotten past them and made a much better life for ourselves. That's why I simply love the success stories that TDS has to offer.

I also think that you are an extremely brave person to share all of this with us, and I wish you the best in life.
 
Hey...I don't know you from before, but it's always good to hear that somebody is making changes toward the life they want to live. Great job :)
 
I don't know you, but that really is great news. Good luck with it all, and hope you have happiness.
 
Hi ZAP, I remember you when I first started posting here. I remember you talking about your grandmother. I'm very happy that you have started finding happiness.
 
I remember you when you first started posting too.

Good for you mate, as long as you are happy that's all that matters. <3
 
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