ChemicallyEnhanced
Bluelighter
ive been on ssri type drugs for 5 years total and I've had this problem the whole time, i too turned to more and more fucked up shit and still i cant cum. because of my inability to orgasm on occasion I fapped for 3-6 hours this caused skin abrasions.
2 years ago i switched to Sertraline, because of the persistent problems I've been having with fluoxetine, and because i was a little fucking rebel i decided to quit that as well. cause i was stupid i decided to quit cold turkey, like i had done a month or two prior to switching to sertraline. i thought that it wouldn't be that bad just like quitting the fluoxetine, oh how fucking wrong i was. I couldn't sleep for a week because every time i yawned* i got a cattle prod in the back of my skull, turns out one of the major reasons you shouldn't quit sertraline cold turkey is that your brain isn't use to the serotonin/lack of it, and it decides the best course of action is to zap you in the back of your head for a week strait. also i felt like shit and i think i caused brain damage in myself cause of my fucking stupid actions,
Moral of the story is that while I'm glad Sertraline is working for you, my body's response to my medication is likely going to be different than yours is to yours. and don't be an idiot like me and to stop taking it without the proper precaution.
*what i mean "by yawing caused the zaps" is that I could trigger the zaps by yawning. not just the mouth opening and yawn, yawning either i mean like that sound you get when you yawn. I think that's something to do with serotonin release. I could do that sound when on command and it would zap me.
Sorry to hear that, man.
Oh, Sertraline (while certainly not recreational or something you can abuse) is definitely addictive in the sense that you become very physically and mentally dependant on it. A long time ago, when I had been on it three or four years I was in hospital (for a completely unrelated reason) and the doctor accidentally removed it from my list of medications. I'm on 12 prescription meds, so I didn't notice not having the pills as I was talking so many. I remember suddenly having very extreme, disturbing nightmares and getting panic attacks what felt like every 15/20 minutes. I also became rapidly depressed, going from normal to suicidal in about 4 days. I FINALLY noticed one morning it was missing. I asked the nurse - she went and spoke to the doctor - and came back pale and looking really worried (I figured later it was 'cause they thought I might sue*) and said they had stopped giving me it 6 days ago and she was VERY sorry, it should never have happened. Literally within 24 hours of taking it again I was back to normal.
*I did not sue. It was a genuine mistake and the NHS has been extremely good to me over the years.