Mr.Mountain
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 16, 2012
- Messages
- 34
My background: I have been smoking cannabis heavily for the past year and a half in many places and situations, I have used MDMA twice, as well as salvia, and have drinken many times. I have OCD and asperger's syndrome so I was always somewhat scared of taking psychedelic drugs often being warned about bad trips. Lately I feel like I have been maturing though, and when the opportunity to get some mushrooms arose I sprung on it. They are difficult to find here.
Before I took them I met my friend and his girl friend to grab them, in the dark neighborhood adjacent to mine. It was cool, but i felt apprehensive. We smoked some weed and walked, he and his girl friend had already taken their mushrooms. We talked, and he said he got them from a girl that was one year below us when we were in highschool, he said that he thinks he overpaid, because they were mostly stems.
12:20 am I bite into 1 mushroom on an empty stomach, I don’t know why people say they tast nasty, I didn’t mind the taste (to me they even would have been good to cook omelets with) an hour ago I smoked 2-3 hits of weed.
12:28 am feel like wind is blowing on certain parts of my body, especially under my nose and elbows, sweaty palms, candle next to me is nice. wharf rat is playing in my headphones.
decide to eat another smaller one
1:21 am I have eaten about 2 more small ones, my peripheral vision stands out to me more it looked like barnacles were coming at me for the walls candle they tapped back and forth. it’s easy to watch the candle dance. The shapes on the blue wall seem more ominous, but its’ ok. they go from mean scary eyes to palm trees that are zooming in.
1:42 am very slight gastric discomfort, but feel peaceful. light is altered now that I have the lights on. It’s almost as if I can see the grey dust on my dresser, I think it looks like it’s the spirit of my room. The coffee stains on my white desk are splattering out, at one point they take on body. The candle which is off white seems brighter. The light seems like it’s above me, it’s already tall. I was surprised at how differently I noticed things, usually I’m in my own little world but these put me in the present and showed me my environment a bit differently. When I looked at my dresser with my stuff I thought, “here I was decorating my cage,” I my room mirror, I feel that I look like a dandy sailor.
2:28 am I have eaten more, because everything is surprisingly underwhelming to me, I think to myself that I should be enjoying what is happening and am at an indecision, take more to boost the dose, or save them. SInce I started realizing they were weak after this point I took the whole slice.
3:00 am I am at an indecision about what to do, but feel different. it’s cool to watch the candle,but i decide to play mario kart for a short while. After this point I decide to go downstairs and eat some walnuts to speed up digestion. The shadow of the chair on my wood floor is exaggerated. When I read text the words rearrange themselves, and pulse slightly, this makes me feel good. I put on the lights again and stare at my curtains they look alive and I am mesmerized by the patterns, when I go into my bathroom to look in the mirror, parts of my face pull out and it keeps slightly rearranging itself. I feel handsome.
I decide to go watch tv, but I feel as if I am more observant of all the schemes of advertising, they are just people who want to sell me something. In addition I have been a deconverted fundamentalist christian for about a year and half now and seeing the religiious telemercials that would usually make me anxious, instead made me critical, i was able to realize that the god they were describing was himself. they are claiming to be god. Shame on them. For someone who struggles with confidence I realize that I am an independent thinker and I have value. I feel like accept the oddness of life, but in a different more odd way then mdma.
4:00 am After this point I decide to go to bed. and sleep until 2pm today.
-In retrospect I didn’t realize how altered my state was until today. But I still think that it could have been stronger. There was only one head in the slice, but I am happy that I experienced a psychedelic substance. I can’t believe at how much of a critical thinker that they made me. I realize that I do to much instead of being still, I try to make everything perfect when in reality, each unfolding moment has something to show us. In the future I would like to get some better quality mushrooms and try to go a bit deeper. I think that I expected to much out of fear, but in reality felt underwhelmed because they weren’t as scary as I thought, just really cool.
Before I took them I met my friend and his girl friend to grab them, in the dark neighborhood adjacent to mine. It was cool, but i felt apprehensive. We smoked some weed and walked, he and his girl friend had already taken their mushrooms. We talked, and he said he got them from a girl that was one year below us when we were in highschool, he said that he thinks he overpaid, because they were mostly stems.
12:20 am I bite into 1 mushroom on an empty stomach, I don’t know why people say they tast nasty, I didn’t mind the taste (to me they even would have been good to cook omelets with) an hour ago I smoked 2-3 hits of weed.
12:28 am feel like wind is blowing on certain parts of my body, especially under my nose and elbows, sweaty palms, candle next to me is nice. wharf rat is playing in my headphones.
decide to eat another smaller one
1:21 am I have eaten about 2 more small ones, my peripheral vision stands out to me more it looked like barnacles were coming at me for the walls candle they tapped back and forth. it’s easy to watch the candle dance. The shapes on the blue wall seem more ominous, but its’ ok. they go from mean scary eyes to palm trees that are zooming in.
1:42 am very slight gastric discomfort, but feel peaceful. light is altered now that I have the lights on. It’s almost as if I can see the grey dust on my dresser, I think it looks like it’s the spirit of my room. The coffee stains on my white desk are splattering out, at one point they take on body. The candle which is off white seems brighter. The light seems like it’s above me, it’s already tall. I was surprised at how differently I noticed things, usually I’m in my own little world but these put me in the present and showed me my environment a bit differently. When I looked at my dresser with my stuff I thought, “here I was decorating my cage,” I my room mirror, I feel that I look like a dandy sailor.
2:28 am I have eaten more, because everything is surprisingly underwhelming to me, I think to myself that I should be enjoying what is happening and am at an indecision, take more to boost the dose, or save them. SInce I started realizing they were weak after this point I took the whole slice.
3:00 am I am at an indecision about what to do, but feel different. it’s cool to watch the candle,but i decide to play mario kart for a short while. After this point I decide to go downstairs and eat some walnuts to speed up digestion. The shadow of the chair on my wood floor is exaggerated. When I read text the words rearrange themselves, and pulse slightly, this makes me feel good. I put on the lights again and stare at my curtains they look alive and I am mesmerized by the patterns, when I go into my bathroom to look in the mirror, parts of my face pull out and it keeps slightly rearranging itself. I feel handsome.
I decide to go watch tv, but I feel as if I am more observant of all the schemes of advertising, they are just people who want to sell me something. In addition I have been a deconverted fundamentalist christian for about a year and half now and seeing the religiious telemercials that would usually make me anxious, instead made me critical, i was able to realize that the god they were describing was himself. they are claiming to be god. Shame on them. For someone who struggles with confidence I realize that I am an independent thinker and I have value. I feel like accept the oddness of life, but in a different more odd way then mdma.
4:00 am After this point I decide to go to bed. and sleep until 2pm today.
-In retrospect I didn’t realize how altered my state was until today. But I still think that it could have been stronger. There was only one head in the slice, but I am happy that I experienced a psychedelic substance. I can’t believe at how much of a critical thinker that they made me. I realize that I do to much instead of being still, I try to make everything perfect when in reality, each unfolding moment has something to show us. In the future I would like to get some better quality mushrooms and try to go a bit deeper. I think that I expected to much out of fear, but in reality felt underwhelmed because they weren’t as scary as I thought, just really cool.
