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EnterShibari

EnterShibari

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I was a lurker about 5 years ago when I was actively addicted to smoking meth and my best friend at the time started banging it, so I was trying to find resources for harm reduction for her. And I happened to stumble upon Bluelight. I became quite obsessed, knowing there were so many people all over the world all facing our demons together. This place actually helped me immensely to kick the meth habit- haven't touched that shit in 4 years. I still have my vices, but they no longer control my life. So I just wanted to say hello to all of you wonderful people, and thanks for helping a girl quit such a nasty addiction.
 
D's said:
Hi @EnterShibari and welcome to Bluelight :)

Meth can and will take you to some dark places and I am glad to see you had pulled through it.
So I am interested, what sre some of the other ways you deal with it?
Hopefully you will stick around a while. :)
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Hiya!

Meth had broken me. Mentally, physically, and spiritually. I still get cravings, that'll probably be life long a issue I'll have to deal with. But all I have to do is think of how it destroyed my teeth. I was always so beautiful and confident, and now I can't even laugh in front of someone without covering my mouth. But on the bright side, I'm getting all on 4 dentures this year. I know how life changing this will be for me and I'm so tired of living in shame about my mouth. I'm only 29, and I just want to be able to smile, a real genuine smile again. So no matter how much my mind tells me I want meth, I simply think about my teeth and it's easy to get over the craving.

Thanks for being so welcoming ☺️
 
Welcome to the family.

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Welcome to BlueWorld @EnterShibari

Glad you made the choice to join our community and place to feel and share and talk, whether it's serious of just for fun or getting something of your chest. Props on kicking your habit, something to be very proud of.

But overall hope or just know you gonna love it here..

Regards
CoffeeShroom
 
Hey there @EnterShibari !

I'm a new member/old lurker here too and although I am coming from dealing with an opioid addiction and have never tried meth, our stories about how we found Bluelight (and ultimately what the community has meant to each of us) are pretty similar. I am happy you have been able to beat your issue with meth and am pulling for you to keep going!
 
EnterShibari said:
Hiya!

Meth had broken me. Mentally, physically, and spiritually. I still get cravings, that'll probably be life long a issue I'll have to deal with. But all I have to do is think of how it destroyed my teeth. I was always so beautiful and confident, and now I can't even laugh in front of someone without covering my mouth. But on the bright side, I'm getting all on 4 dentures this year. I know how life changing this will be for me and I'm so tired of living in shame about my mouth. I'm only 29, and I just want to be able to smile, a real genuine smile again. So no matter how much my mind tells me I want meth, I simply think about my teeth and it's easy to get over the craving.

Thanks for being so welcoming ☺️
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Hello,
I can really relate!
I just got all my teeth extracted a week ago in preparation for Implants and Dentures for my back teeth. I’m hoping to be able to get my bone grafts very soon and then the implants and dentures will follow.
I got to the point where I would look downward if I had to really talk to anyone and I have been blessed by mandatory masks. I’m just having soups, shakes and mashed potatoes for now, but I’m hoping to have my new teeth within a few weeks.
 
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