9:00 pm: I get two 25 ug/hr Duragesic patches and come straight home to my computer to decided on which route I would choose to administer them. After reading a lot of debate and controversy, despite popular belief, I decide to eat the gel of one patch, thats 2.5 mgs of Fentanyl.
9:30 pm: I cut one of these suckers open and am suprised at how little amount of gel their is. I can't imagine how people smoke this shit, its so hard to deal with! anyways, I slurp up the gel and get most of it under my tongue, the rest lingers in my mouth. The only way I can describe the taste is by saying it tasking my drugs, like medicine. I sall other people cringe and gag at the taste, but while I sat alone at my computer, I enjoyed it.
9:50 pm: Quicker than i thought, my heat start feeling hot and I get the first rushes coming in. I shouldn't use the word rush, it was more like a buzz, or a tingle. The buzz was subtle, but I could feel it coming.
10:45 pm: I hop off bluelight and lay on my couch to watch Sum of All Fears, for the millionth time (foreign affairs are my bag baby). I feeling very hot, itchy and am getting waves of an opioid high. I learn early on that the high really does come in, well, waves. I feel it very strong for a couple minutes, then the buzz dies down for a while. I aquire a very strong thirst and gulp down a couple Sprite's.
11:45 pm: Now normally i like this itch, but this shit is getting ridiculous. I pop a couple anti-histamines in hopes or reliving my pour skin. I finally get a couple nod's....but feel as though I couldnt fall asleep to save my life.
12:45pm: The buzz is now coming is small spurts, compared to the heavy, full-on high that I was experiencing an hour ago. I once read in a FAQ by Phreex that oral fentanyl lasts between 15-45 minutes. i couldnt disagree more. While I wasnt high for days, I felt a strong opioid buzz for hours, and felt lingering effects all the way until the next morning...
lets fast forward to 8:30 am the next morning....
8:30 am: After a night witout a SINGLE WINK of sleep, I get up feeling good, not groggy, but i actually feel good. I have community service to do today and my worksite is less then a mile away. i turn down a ride from my sister and opt to walk today ( license is suspended). As I walk, I cut open the other patch and slurp up all the gel..YUMMY, another day of opioid bliss.
9:00 ish am: I arrive at my site. I supervise a place where mentally retarded people work to earn some money, its actually a blast to work w/these people as they are the most fun, charismatic, and creative people you will ever meet.
the rest of the day: I felt as tho i was on oxy, b/c the patch seemed to boost my social ability. I could deal with anyone's problem and enjoyed socializing with the retards! They all seemed to be enjoying my high as well, since they love it when I help them and talk to them. I was bouncing from one station to another, high as shit, laughing with all the clients. We always make fun of their real bosses behind there backs. All of their real bosses dehumanize them and treat them like shit. I happen t have a down syndrome cousin so i know how to deal with them. ANYWAYS, my high kept going strong until around lunchtime.
conclusion: so um, Im trying to get some more patches as we speak
9:30 pm: I cut one of these suckers open and am suprised at how little amount of gel their is. I can't imagine how people smoke this shit, its so hard to deal with! anyways, I slurp up the gel and get most of it under my tongue, the rest lingers in my mouth. The only way I can describe the taste is by saying it tasking my drugs, like medicine. I sall other people cringe and gag at the taste, but while I sat alone at my computer, I enjoyed it.
9:50 pm: Quicker than i thought, my heat start feeling hot and I get the first rushes coming in. I shouldn't use the word rush, it was more like a buzz, or a tingle. The buzz was subtle, but I could feel it coming.
10:45 pm: I hop off bluelight and lay on my couch to watch Sum of All Fears, for the millionth time (foreign affairs are my bag baby). I feeling very hot, itchy and am getting waves of an opioid high. I learn early on that the high really does come in, well, waves. I feel it very strong for a couple minutes, then the buzz dies down for a while. I aquire a very strong thirst and gulp down a couple Sprite's.
11:45 pm: Now normally i like this itch, but this shit is getting ridiculous. I pop a couple anti-histamines in hopes or reliving my pour skin. I finally get a couple nod's....but feel as though I couldnt fall asleep to save my life.
12:45pm: The buzz is now coming is small spurts, compared to the heavy, full-on high that I was experiencing an hour ago. I once read in a FAQ by Phreex that oral fentanyl lasts between 15-45 minutes. i couldnt disagree more. While I wasnt high for days, I felt a strong opioid buzz for hours, and felt lingering effects all the way until the next morning...
lets fast forward to 8:30 am the next morning....
8:30 am: After a night witout a SINGLE WINK of sleep, I get up feeling good, not groggy, but i actually feel good. I have community service to do today and my worksite is less then a mile away. i turn down a ride from my sister and opt to walk today ( license is suspended). As I walk, I cut open the other patch and slurp up all the gel..YUMMY, another day of opioid bliss.
9:00 ish am: I arrive at my site. I supervise a place where mentally retarded people work to earn some money, its actually a blast to work w/these people as they are the most fun, charismatic, and creative people you will ever meet.
the rest of the day: I felt as tho i was on oxy, b/c the patch seemed to boost my social ability. I could deal with anyone's problem and enjoyed socializing with the retards! They all seemed to be enjoying my high as well, since they love it when I help them and talk to them. I was bouncing from one station to another, high as shit, laughing with all the clients. We always make fun of their real bosses behind there backs. All of their real bosses dehumanize them and treat them like shit. I happen t have a down syndrome cousin so i know how to deal with them. ANYWAYS, my high kept going strong until around lunchtime.
conclusion: so um, Im trying to get some more patches as we speak
