i recreationally take alprazolam occasionally. maybe once every 2 weeks, at a 1mg dosage.
on the occasions i take it, it’s usually a Sunday evening. i mostly enjoy the hypnotic effects of alprazolam and helps me get a good long sleep before the start of a new work week... (in general, i’m notoriously bad at getting to sleep early).
what i’ve noticed the next day though, i feel better than normal.. i feel calmer, i feel like there’s less weight on my shoulders, work is a lot less stressful and dealing with typically stressful people is very easy. i also feel more motivated and goal driven, and just have an all round much better outlook on life...
obviously i’m still feeling effects of alprazolam at this point - but it’s got me thinking that maybe, my everyday life and mental health isn’t as good as it otherwise should be?
i’m not saying alprazolam is the answer, but i feel as though it does highlight the fact i need to do something about my everyday life and mental well being. it has helped me see that, in general i’m actually a very unhappy person, even though i have so many things i should be happy and grateful for..
on the occasions i take it, it’s usually a Sunday evening. i mostly enjoy the hypnotic effects of alprazolam and helps me get a good long sleep before the start of a new work week... (in general, i’m notoriously bad at getting to sleep early).
what i’ve noticed the next day though, i feel better than normal.. i feel calmer, i feel like there’s less weight on my shoulders, work is a lot less stressful and dealing with typically stressful people is very easy. i also feel more motivated and goal driven, and just have an all round much better outlook on life...
obviously i’m still feeling effects of alprazolam at this point - but it’s got me thinking that maybe, my everyday life and mental health isn’t as good as it otherwise should be?
i’m not saying alprazolam is the answer, but i feel as though it does highlight the fact i need to do something about my everyday life and mental well being. it has helped me see that, in general i’m actually a very unhappy person, even though i have so many things i should be happy and grateful for..
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