My heart goes to all users of antipsychotics. And anyone really.
I am pissed off of mirtazapine and memory issues. Mirtazapine is pretty much the only thing which guarantees me "normal sleep schedule" and shit. For limited period of time, ofc.
The memory issues are just fucking ridiculous. Stupifying. As 5ht-3 antagonist it should enhance memory. But fuck no. It just fucks memory forming process. Everything is just fog and false memories. It critically decreases executive function because I can not do anything right because I dont remember shit. I can't figure out what I ate for lunch. And there is really next to nothing I can do about it. With other drugs I have learned to compensate. But mirtazapine-headspace leaves no opportunity for that, nothing to grab on. It is just so shallow. Things just happen around me. And I am just detective, feeling helpless, trying to figure out the fuck I have done.
I am pissed off of mirtazapine and memory issues. Mirtazapine is pretty much the only thing which guarantees me "normal sleep schedule" and shit. For limited period of time, ofc.
The memory issues are just fucking ridiculous. Stupifying. As 5ht-3 antagonist it should enhance memory. But fuck no. It just fucks memory forming process. Everything is just fog and false memories. It critically decreases executive function because I can not do anything right because I dont remember shit. I can't figure out what I ate for lunch. And there is really next to nothing I can do about it. With other drugs I have learned to compensate. But mirtazapine-headspace leaves no opportunity for that, nothing to grab on. It is just so shallow. Things just happen around me. And I am just detective, feeling helpless, trying to figure out the fuck I have done.