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Bluelighter
I know exactally what you mean i know several people that i have known for many years and because of some of the drugs they are doing they dont care who they hurt in the process of getting there next high. It just makes me look back and realize how gullible i have been and how i can change they outcome of these experiences by just distanciing myself from people who i considered to be my closest friends because 90 percent of them would fuck me over in a heartbeat to be able to get there next high. About 3 months ago i learned a lesson about a couple of people who i thought were my friends. I had my house broken into by a person who said they were the only friend i had thet i could trust--guess i was wrong. Then when i find out that she did it i also found out that one of my friends that i have known for 10 years knew all along and didnt say anything to me --- i have some good friends. I am to the point know were i dont give a fuck what happens to anyone other than myself. Because every time i turn around someone else is fucking me up the ass. I just dont know how pwople can do this to people that they are supposed to be friends with.
Also whenever i have drugs it seems like i have friends that all of a suuden become your best friend. But the next day when the party is over everything is back to normal and i just sit back and think even more about why do i hang out with these people all they seem to do is fuck me over but when i need something it is like noone is around .
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Also whenever i have drugs it seems like i have friends that all of a suuden become your best friend. But the next day when the party is over everything is back to normal and i just sit back and think even more about why do i hang out with these people all they seem to do is fuck me over but when i need something it is like noone is around .
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