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Experience which changed me, A LOT

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Bluelighter
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Back in september, my friends boyfriend died from a drug related incident.. which was VERY avoidable.. n i didnt know him very well, but i FLIPPED my lid.. cuz i do things just as careless as him.. n so do my friends. and somebody dying didnt stop any of us.
dirty brown grime slides beneath the cracks of the old ceramic bathroom tiles.
water seeps between the grout and mildew begins to grow. it spreads and branches and soon the walls of the tub are contaminated.
there is an overwhelming sense of fear in my blood. my eyes see nothing but doom.
i hear more sirens as the time passes and i feel as if i am shrinking.
i feel small and empty. small, empty, and broken.
broken and shattered.
dreams shattered. futures shattered.
he has nothing.
the pain will ease but the scars can never completely heal. the cut was so deep, the bacteria so infectuous.
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anyone who reads this, tell me what you think pleeeeease! also, every action comes with a reaction. think before you act. think about the people you LOVE n TRUST before you make a stupid decision.. if yr going to do drugs do yr best to be safe. know what yr doin, dont mix things. cuz sometimes ya rilly can not ever go back n fix something that goes wrong.
**peace n luv*
 
thats awesome-good thought behind it and it has direction-unlike my stupid whiny girly poems
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heh....i know exactly what you mean about not being careful-and trust me i worry i'll fall into that someday but worry is healthy! not to insult anyone here not to pick at people and i understand its your choice but pleasepleaseplease be careful how much you roll and how much you take because there are risks-yes it may be "safe" considering it is a drug but it IS a drug and it will do damage... so watch out cuz theres alotta shit and shitty ppl out there...
 
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