satori18
Bluelighter
so yes...exactly almost is what might have happened.
so long ago, but not so much in the scheme of things,but, as long as we are talking about schemes, or lackthereof, and me and you...there was definetly something right? because it took no balls whatsoever, but i know that the person of whom i am referring could posibly read this, so that narrows it down some.... a little, a fucking lot...
and this takes balls. it's not so much what i wanted to happen, or what i didn't let myself realize that you could have wanted also...but mostly that if there was some kind of communication, post initial connection, and this *thing* did progress and take shape uncontrollably like a snowball and like i wanted it to...*it* would have been something beautiful.
not so much in the present...but back then, i wish i said some things a little different...nuances in communication...enlighten you to what you have enlightened me....beacause i see you recently, and it just makes me happy that people like you exist,and i see how you interact with the one who was there while the time was right to really communicate and take the chance...and you are both real beautiful,and you are both real lucky, and you are just one rad kidd....
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so yeah...prolly not so clear to anyone, or me, or *this* person....but i needed to get it out anyway, and i think one day it will be safe to make it a bit clearer
some more happy...reminiscent thoughts from shafie
peace
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"one good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain"-marley
"if dreams were thunder, and lightning was desire, this old house would have burned down a long time ago"b.raitt
"there is a party in my mind, and i hope it never stops, there is a party up there allt he time, we are gonna party till we drop"d.byrne
***satori shalom***
[This message has been edited by satori18 (edited 28 January 2001).]
so long ago, but not so much in the scheme of things,but, as long as we are talking about schemes, or lackthereof, and me and you...there was definetly something right? because it took no balls whatsoever, but i know that the person of whom i am referring could posibly read this, so that narrows it down some.... a little, a fucking lot...
and this takes balls. it's not so much what i wanted to happen, or what i didn't let myself realize that you could have wanted also...but mostly that if there was some kind of communication, post initial connection, and this *thing* did progress and take shape uncontrollably like a snowball and like i wanted it to...*it* would have been something beautiful.
not so much in the present...but back then, i wish i said some things a little different...nuances in communication...enlighten you to what you have enlightened me....beacause i see you recently, and it just makes me happy that people like you exist,and i see how you interact with the one who was there while the time was right to really communicate and take the chance...and you are both real beautiful,and you are both real lucky, and you are just one rad kidd....
_________
so yeah...prolly not so clear to anyone, or me, or *this* person....but i needed to get it out anyway, and i think one day it will be safe to make it a bit clearer
some more happy...reminiscent thoughts from shafie
peace
------------------
"one good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain"-marley
"if dreams were thunder, and lightning was desire, this old house would have burned down a long time ago"b.raitt
"there is a party in my mind, and i hope it never stops, there is a party up there allt he time, we are gonna party till we drop"d.byrne
***satori shalom***
[This message has been edited by satori18 (edited 28 January 2001).]
