allupinyohair
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 13, 2008
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- 33
I start to feel very slow, if I lie down it feels like something is pushing my soul out of my body. I get paranoid as hell, almost to the state of panic. Everything feels horrible. This has happened every time I have smoked over the last 7 years. I can't seem to avoid it at all. No matter how much I try to get into the right frame of mind before I smoke, it always ends up going back to depressed thoughts. What's wrong with me? I have done almost nearly other drug and every one of them have made me feel tops on my first experience but with weed, it just bums me out to the point where I have to sleep it off because otherwise I can't talk, walk, or move around properly. I do have emotional problems but have stored that stuff into the back of my head, I'm guessing that's the reason why?