RCs Eph or Mpa for longer term treament of ADD

[pantypanty]

Firstly, I am broke. I have no job. I havn't had one in a year.

I was abusing my adderall prescription in the past staying up 2-3 nights making music. Started getting psychosis and the like.. my doctor then takes me off it leaving me a choice of depakote or nothing. She really broke my heart with that one. Anyway...

Now I do not have the money to find another doctor who might prescribe me a stimulant.

I do,however, have enough money to purchase an rc stimulant.

Looking at what is available to ship to the US, and is realitivily cheap.

I got my hopes up with 4-fa, 2-fa , 2-fma. They seemed like exactly what i was looking for but they are no longer available for shipping to the US.

My choices seem to be Mpa or Ethylphenidate.

After reading about them, I still can't really decide.

I need a stimulant to: (in no particular order)

1) Treat my add
2) Help me get out of bed, and get a job (any job)
3) Can be used regularly much like d-amphetamine
3) Get me back into music production

Which one is the most like adderall? Giving a push, very mild euphoria, long lasting concentration/focus?

Back when I was abusing adderall 60-100 mg of adderall a day would be ideal.

How much MPA or Eph would it take to mimic a 60mg dose of adderall.

With the limited amount of money I have, I need something that will last me 3-6 months taking fairly low doses to get me back on my feet.

Thank god for a year off stimulants so my tolerance has to have gone down a bit.

Also, maybe there are better options for my needs?

Any info is appreciated.

 

[sekio]

We are not here to recommend drugs for you to take. If you have problems abusing ADD medication, you shouldn't be buying grey-market stimulant analogs. Ethylphenidate is very short-acting. MPA is a methamphetamine analogue so it may be hit and miss there.

The better option is caffeine. It is by far the most cost effective.

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