custard
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I know this post may better belong in the 'spirituality' section, but given how many more people seem to read threads in the 'psychedelic' section, I thought it would be worth it to post here.
Anyway. I'm curious what others think about energy. About seeing it, feeling it, using it, manipulating it, etc. I was never before a believer in energy existing all around us and being able to do anything with it, but I've had a couple of drug-related experiences that have prompted me to reconsider my disbelief. The first time was during an acid trip. Probably my best acid trip to date, (although only done it 4 times), and the first time I really felt it. It was during a music festival, and I remember SEEING energy vividly for the first time. While dancing and watching others dance, instead of just seeing a bunch of bodies moving around to music I saw the energy being moved in different ways by each individual, as they swayed their arms and legs, curled their hands through the air. This first experience caused me to start thinking about energy in a different way.
The second experience I had was much more powerful. I was high/coming down off DXM. Not intensely high, but it was definitely still in my system. My gf was having a negative side effect to the DXM, and was experiencing muscle spasms. (Please refrain from lecturing me on dangerous drug use here, I realize muscle spasms are cause for concern but it's unrelated to the point of my thread.) Anyway, she said she was feeling too much energy in her body from the spasms, and she asked me to try to drain the energy from her. I had never done this before, but she held her hands up to mine, and showed me how to open my palms. I had no idea what I was doing, but somehow, it worked. My hands started to vibrate, faster and faster. I didn't tell them to vibrate, this all happened unconsciously, they just did it. The intensity of the vibration increased and continued for about 15-20 seconds, until I stopped, exhausted. I was tired and out of breath, and I had to lie down. She had stopped spasming completely. The spasms never returned after that. After talking to a friend who does Reiki, he told me I didn't do it quite right. I should have dispelled the energy into the air rather than take it into myself. But nonetheless, what I did clearly worked and was real.
I have never been able to 'heal' via energy, see energy, or manipulate energy since then. I still believe it is real and all around us, and all of the circumstances in which individuals have been healed by Reiki are further proof that this is real, and whether psychological or scientific - it works. I'm curious what other people think about energy. How do you harness it, and see it when in a sober state? My friend told me you have to believe it is there in order to make use of it. But the only times I could believe it were on acid and DXM. I don't know how to make myself believe it when sober, or even high on pot. I feel like it's out of my control. But I really want to learn. I don't want those moments in time to be my only experience with energy because it is so powerful what people can do with it! My friend told me of a woman who cured someone's migraine in seconds, just by using her hands and dispelling the bad energy. Anyway. Enough rambling. Tell me what you think and know on the topic.
Anyway. I'm curious what others think about energy. About seeing it, feeling it, using it, manipulating it, etc. I was never before a believer in energy existing all around us and being able to do anything with it, but I've had a couple of drug-related experiences that have prompted me to reconsider my disbelief. The first time was during an acid trip. Probably my best acid trip to date, (although only done it 4 times), and the first time I really felt it. It was during a music festival, and I remember SEEING energy vividly for the first time. While dancing and watching others dance, instead of just seeing a bunch of bodies moving around to music I saw the energy being moved in different ways by each individual, as they swayed their arms and legs, curled their hands through the air. This first experience caused me to start thinking about energy in a different way.
The second experience I had was much more powerful. I was high/coming down off DXM. Not intensely high, but it was definitely still in my system. My gf was having a negative side effect to the DXM, and was experiencing muscle spasms. (Please refrain from lecturing me on dangerous drug use here, I realize muscle spasms are cause for concern but it's unrelated to the point of my thread.) Anyway, she said she was feeling too much energy in her body from the spasms, and she asked me to try to drain the energy from her. I had never done this before, but she held her hands up to mine, and showed me how to open my palms. I had no idea what I was doing, but somehow, it worked. My hands started to vibrate, faster and faster. I didn't tell them to vibrate, this all happened unconsciously, they just did it. The intensity of the vibration increased and continued for about 15-20 seconds, until I stopped, exhausted. I was tired and out of breath, and I had to lie down. She had stopped spasming completely. The spasms never returned after that. After talking to a friend who does Reiki, he told me I didn't do it quite right. I should have dispelled the energy into the air rather than take it into myself. But nonetheless, what I did clearly worked and was real.
I have never been able to 'heal' via energy, see energy, or manipulate energy since then. I still believe it is real and all around us, and all of the circumstances in which individuals have been healed by Reiki are further proof that this is real, and whether psychological or scientific - it works. I'm curious what other people think about energy. How do you harness it, and see it when in a sober state? My friend told me you have to believe it is there in order to make use of it. But the only times I could believe it were on acid and DXM. I don't know how to make myself believe it when sober, or even high on pot. I feel like it's out of my control. But I really want to learn. I don't want those moments in time to be my only experience with energy because it is so powerful what people can do with it! My friend told me of a woman who cured someone's migraine in seconds, just by using her hands and dispelling the bad energy. Anyway. Enough rambling. Tell me what you think and know on the topic.