Ellie

[infectedmushroom]

Where desire meets confusion,
Lust meets longing.

Want wants what want can't have -
She makes me want her, and I stop and stare.

I dream about her, but we never talk;
She always ends up with the person next to me.

Sometimes she looks my way, but it's as if I'm a specter,
A mere ghost in her vision,
She see's right through me.

But how? I exist. I have substance,

I want our substances to meet, and realize our essences blend.

I want you to be with me, Ellie, and not through forceful love.

It's that I know it would build and flow as easily and naturally as the angels dancing in the mist at Niagara Falls edge,
Holding hands,
Looking down with excitement,
Teasing the same quiet voice in the back of their heads,
Whispering,
Jump.

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Disclaimer; Not even I know wtf this really means.

 

[tocooperate]

"I want our substances to meet, and realize our essences blend."

beautiful. this reminds me of a line from "The" love song i wrote my ex..

imperfect / flawed and crazy
crazy does as hearts will guide me
the chemicals / are sure to fill me
as they do to you / when body to body

The Civil Suits - Zillion