Hello fellow Bluelighters,
Continuing on with my tradition of posting every few months when I am in a shitty predicament, I come to you with this gem:
I recently (6 days ago) returned from my first rehab experience. Despite all the beliefs and negative preconceptions I had going in, I actually enjoyed my time there, and I feel that it was well worth the obscene amount of money it cost me. One of the reasons that I chose this particular treatment center was their emphasis on all aspects of addiction: Psychological, spiritual, and medical.
Anyway, while I was there a very good addiction doctor met with me numerous times and suggested that - since I have relapsed quite a few times before - I give suboxone maintenance therapy a try; he said it would most likely greatly help my cravings. Since at this point I was already clean, he started me on 2mg in the morning, which was quickly increased to 2mg twice a day.
Here is the problem: Although it worked well at first to manage my cravings, I've seemed to gain tolerance to it's therapeutic effect. When I was discharged from the rehab, I was given 2 weeks worth of carries to hold me over until I found another doctor. For the past 3 days or so, I have been elevating my dosage of suboxone on my own, and not exactly using it as prescribed either, which is 100% addict mentality.
Now, I know that suboxone will not cure my cravings (and I am fine with that), but I am wondering if it would be beneficial to increase my dose from 2mg (twice a day) to 8mg (once a day)... I'm thinking about doing this for a few reasons:
Basically, I think that I would be better off at 8mg once a day for these reasons; I think peaks and valleys of the level of the drug in my bloodstream is throwing my mood out of whack and contributing to my recent issues.
So, am I sane for reaching this conclusion?
Continuing on with my tradition of posting every few months when I am in a shitty predicament, I come to you with this gem:
I recently (6 days ago) returned from my first rehab experience. Despite all the beliefs and negative preconceptions I had going in, I actually enjoyed my time there, and I feel that it was well worth the obscene amount of money it cost me. One of the reasons that I chose this particular treatment center was their emphasis on all aspects of addiction: Psychological, spiritual, and medical.
Anyway, while I was there a very good addiction doctor met with me numerous times and suggested that - since I have relapsed quite a few times before - I give suboxone maintenance therapy a try; he said it would most likely greatly help my cravings. Since at this point I was already clean, he started me on 2mg in the morning, which was quickly increased to 2mg twice a day.
Here is the problem: Although it worked well at first to manage my cravings, I've seemed to gain tolerance to it's therapeutic effect. When I was discharged from the rehab, I was given 2 weeks worth of carries to hold me over until I found another doctor. For the past 3 days or so, I have been elevating my dosage of suboxone on my own, and not exactly using it as prescribed either, which is 100% addict mentality.
Now, I know that suboxone will not cure my cravings (and I am fine with that), but I am wondering if it would be beneficial to increase my dose from 2mg (twice a day) to 8mg (once a day)... I'm thinking about doing this for a few reasons:
- I've read that for maintenance, suboxone is best prescribed above it's ceiling dose (which I think is 6-8mg); that way, the degree of activity on the opiate receptors is always the same.
- I've also read that suboxone is ideally dosed once per day, in an attempt to eradicate the mentality of waiting/thinking about next doses.
Basically, I think that I would be better off at 8mg once a day for these reasons; I think peaks and valleys of the level of the drug in my bloodstream is throwing my mood out of whack and contributing to my recent issues.
So, am I sane for reaching this conclusion?