E not fun???

[AsIa24]

Okay so I've rolled only about 5 times in the last year or so but here's kind of the problem.... the first time I dropped was soooooo awesome- I couldn't stop smiling and wished EVERYONE was on E. Then the second time- I was way too F---ed up... so I just had those mellow highs where I just sat the whole time. Wished things would get better but... the next two times were like the same ... mellow high.... except the GREEN TRIANGLES sucked, made me puke sooo much!! That kinda scared me so I didn't drop for about 2months then I carefully dropped 1/2 (taken 1/4 at a time, just to be safe)of Superman about last week and ... hmm... it was OKAY- I guess it wasn't strong enough cause half of the time I thought I was sober... but really wasn't. I like those mellow highs when I am in that high- cause I pretty much don't care about anything but I want those HYPER highs!!!!!! Where I am having soo much fun and LOVING everyone.... hm.... is it my PERSONALITY??? Sheesh- what am I doing wrong!! PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE- I wanna have more fun!!
PLUR

 

[toasted]

Hi there...
To get the REAL rolling experiance you have to:
A. Get a good MDMA strong pill, or more than one pill. One pill might be enough for the first time, but after that you have to find a larger dose.
B. The first time is always the best.
C. You have to be in a good place with good energys. I mean... If you go to a party and you feel confused and uncomfertable it doesn't matter how much MDMA you put in your blood - you won't get the "real" experience.
Sometimes you feel REEAAAAALY good and energetic.
Sometimes you feel REAAAAAALY weird, confused and smashed...
Practice - and find YOUR way of rolling.
good luck!